Message from @bdog
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In my personal experiences, I am someone who more often than not just doesn't mind just watching stuff, playing Vidya or reading. Usually content to be alone and left to my own devices. I get uncomfortable and am usually not great in social situations. This makes me feel tired, or makes me worry, which ends up being a slightly more exhaustive experience than were I just in my comfort zone.
As a kid, it was only me and my grandpa, and no one else for miles around. I had the false perception of the outside world, as depicted through his teachings that the world was still as it was in the 70s
When I was forced to live with my mom, and she moved us right into a shitty nigger community, it made me feel even more withdrawn from the world than I had before upon the realization that the world was nowhere near as idyllic as I was lead to believe
It's why I was drawn to the internet, where I didn't have to physically confront the harsh realities of the world. And took more to technology and solitary activities.
I perform well in rural and forested regions, but cities and towns I am not so great with.
Online, I have no problem chatting or voice chatting, since it's only a simulation of extroverted activity
Plus most anons are easy to get along with just because of similar mindsets
Tl;Dr I'm a faggot who hates the planet
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Otherkin is gay
Victor, ur basically me
Except I don't have that long backstory
Im just a fuckin shut in
You don't hate the planet Victor.
So its a preferred behavior rather then shyness in relation to upbringing. Got it.
Yeah. I was just shitposting tbh
There is plenty of great shit out there
But it is interesting seeing the modern world as contrasted to what I was shown growing up
My grandpa had served in the Vietnam war, and it led him to be a recluse. He feared a communist invasion and raised me according to that fear.
Fuckin commies
I'm pretty extroverted tbh
But I'm more comfortable talking with friends
I care about my friends a lot
>the only thing keeping me going is pizza and not upsetting my little brother
I think Vietnam fucked a lot of people up cause of the shit people saw over there. My uncle had to be placed in a psychward for 10 years cause he was convinced the chuyen ma was after him.
Why did your grandpa lose custody?
What is the chuyen ma
That's the uh
I may have fucked the spelling its Vietnamese
Spirits of the dead or something?
Yeah
I know my grandpa had a deep fear of spirits from the war
He specifically spoke it
Never said it in english
It shaped a lot of his decisions on property design for his farmland
Never explained why
But long story short about my grandpa:
My mom wanted to pass on her Genes, because "muh superior pure Irish genetics", but had no care to actually want me after I was born
So she dumped me on someone who was looking to adopt a kid
My grandpa and I are not actually related, unfortunately.
Which is why I don't own his property or his mountain of guns
But when I was 13, she came to retrieve me since she wanted to suddenly decide she wanted to be a mom after the hard part of raising a kid was over
And since her and my grandpa didn't ever actually enter any contracts of adoption, she had the law on her side to address it as a kidnapping
And continually tried convincing me that he was a piece of shit
Despite her being a complete stranger to me, and doing a fucking retarded job of rasing me from 13-18
I can tell you guys the shit he told me in /x/ its a pretty crazy story. Funny enough his first name was Boo lol
Thats kinda fucking stupid. But I guess as long as you have a pussy you can make the law do anything.