Message from @Higura

Discord ID: 547428819418480641


2019-02-19 13:34:49 UTC  

Lmao, no. I'm not that much of a degenerate. I'm incredibly introverted and rarely do anything IRL with people. I engage in some pretty degenerate RP and shit on FFXIV, but my character isnt a trap. BBC niggers need not try to 'muh dick' my cat.

2019-02-19 13:44:30 UTC  

I had a buddy who lost his wife to another player on a final fantasy MMO. Had two kids with her and she would role play with him and stuff. She just one day told him she wanted a divorce and headed up to Wyoming.

I also once RP'd on F-list and Gaia online. I got a lot of cringe tales I could share lol

Why dont you hang IRL?

2019-02-19 13:50:02 UTC  

Is there a reasoning for being introverted?

2019-02-19 13:58:06 UTC  

nope, just the way your brain functions

2019-02-19 13:58:21 UTC  

An extroverted brain gets energy from social situations

2019-02-19 13:58:31 UTC  

An introverted brain loses energy in social situations

2019-02-19 14:14:30 UTC  

I dont believe you can gain energy from your social standing. Id believe that your more comfortable being in X situation.

2019-02-19 14:15:04 UTC  

If that's what your trying to say

2019-02-19 14:16:58 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/463623825947361281/547421340915990548/A_Straight_Furry.jpg

2019-02-19 14:17:45 UTC  

Not actual energy

2019-02-19 14:17:54 UTC  

But would feel more energised

2019-02-19 14:18:13 UTC  

I actually legitimately feel tired after having to speak with people for a protracted period of time

2019-02-19 14:33:08 UTC  

Sorry am on the road and will be home and able to reply in full soon

2019-02-19 14:34:14 UTC  

But I dont feel tired when im by myself tho. And I know im not a introvert.

2019-02-19 14:38:46 UTC  

Is it possible to be both? Or switch cause this is more confusing then the Otherkin stuff

2019-02-19 14:39:34 UTC  

Otherkin is gay

2019-02-19 14:39:39 UTC  

Degeneracy

2019-02-19 14:44:24 UTC  

In my personal experiences, I am someone who more often than not just doesn't mind just watching stuff, playing Vidya or reading. Usually content to be alone and left to my own devices. I get uncomfortable and am usually not great in social situations. This makes me feel tired, or makes me worry, which ends up being a slightly more exhaustive experience than were I just in my comfort zone.

2019-02-19 14:45:32 UTC  

As a kid, it was only me and my grandpa, and no one else for miles around. I had the false perception of the outside world, as depicted through his teachings that the world was still as it was in the 70s

2019-02-19 14:46:41 UTC  

When I was forced to live with my mom, and she moved us right into a shitty nigger community, it made me feel even more withdrawn from the world than I had before upon the realization that the world was nowhere near as idyllic as I was lead to believe

2019-02-19 14:48:06 UTC  

It's why I was drawn to the internet, where I didn't have to physically confront the harsh realities of the world. And took more to technology and solitary activities.

I perform well in rural and forested regions, but cities and towns I am not so great with.

2019-02-19 14:48:44 UTC  

Online, I have no problem chatting or voice chatting, since it's only a simulation of extroverted activity

2019-02-19 14:49:04 UTC  

Plus most anons are easy to get along with just because of similar mindsets

2019-02-19 14:49:20 UTC  

Tl;Dr I'm a faggot who hates the planet

2019-02-19 14:52:03 UTC  

@Deleted User
Otherkin is gay

2019-02-19 14:54:31 UTC  

Victor, ur basically me

2019-02-19 14:54:39 UTC  

Except I don't have that long backstory

2019-02-19 14:54:43 UTC  

Im just a fuckin shut in

2019-02-19 15:01:46 UTC  

You don't hate the planet Victor.

So its a preferred behavior rather then shyness in relation to upbringing. Got it.

2019-02-19 15:04:44 UTC  

Yeah. I was just shitposting tbh

2019-02-19 15:05:07 UTC  

There is plenty of great shit out there

2019-02-19 15:05:40 UTC  

But it is interesting seeing the modern world as contrasted to what I was shown growing up

2019-02-19 15:06:29 UTC  

My grandpa had served in the Vietnam war, and it led him to be a recluse. He feared a communist invasion and raised me according to that fear.

2019-02-19 15:11:59 UTC  

Fuckin commies

2019-02-19 15:12:07 UTC  

I'm pretty extroverted tbh

2019-02-19 15:12:44 UTC  

But I'm more comfortable talking with friends

2019-02-19 15:13:47 UTC  

I care about my friends a lot

2019-02-19 15:13:53 UTC  

>the only thing keeping me going is pizza and not upsetting my little brother

I think Vietnam fucked a lot of people up cause of the shit people saw over there. My uncle had to be placed in a psychward for 10 years cause he was convinced the chuyen ma was after him.

Why did your grandpa lose custody?

2019-02-19 15:14:26 UTC  

What is the chuyen ma

2019-02-19 15:15:08 UTC  

That's the uh