I actually legitimately feel tired after having to speak with people for a protracted period of time

Sorry am on the road and will be home and able to reply in full soon

But I dont feel tired when im by myself tho. And I know im not a introvert.

Is it possible to be both? Or switch cause this is more confusing then the Otherkin stuff

Otherkin is gay

Degeneracy

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Extraversion_and_introversion

In my personal experiences, I am someone who more often than not just doesn't mind just watching stuff, playing Vidya or reading. Usually content to be alone and left to my own devices. I get uncomfortable and am usually not great in social situations. This makes me feel tired, or makes me worry, which ends up being a slightly more exhaustive experience than were I just in my comfort zone.

As a kid, it was only me and my grandpa, and no one else for miles around. I had the false perception of the outside world, as depicted through his teachings that the world was still as it was in the 70s

When I was forced to live with my mom, and she moved us right into a shitty nigger community, it made me feel even more withdrawn from the world than I had before upon the realization that the world was nowhere near as idyllic as I was lead to believe

It's why I was drawn to the internet, where I didn't have to physically confront the harsh realities of the world. And took more to technology and solitary activities.

I perform well in rural and forested regions, but cities and towns I am not so great with.

Online, I have no problem chatting or voice chatting, since it's only a simulation of extroverted activity

Plus most anons are easy to get along with just because of similar mindsets

Tl;Dr I'm a faggot who hates the planet

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Otherkin is gay

Victor, ur basically me

Except I don't have that long backstory

Im just a fuckin shut in

You don't hate the planet Victor.

So its a preferred behavior rather then shyness in relation to upbringing. Got it.

Yeah. I was just shitposting tbh

There is plenty of great shit out there

But it is interesting seeing the modern world as contrasted to what I was shown growing up

My grandpa had served in the Vietnam war, and it led him to be a recluse. He feared a communist invasion and raised me according to that fear.

Fuckin commies

I'm pretty extroverted tbh

But I'm more comfortable talking with friends

I care about my friends a lot

>the only thing keeping me going is pizza and not upsetting my little brother

I think Vietnam fucked a lot of people up cause of the shit people saw over there. My uncle had to be placed in a psychward for 10 years cause he was convinced the chuyen ma was after him.

Why did your grandpa lose custody?

What is the chuyen ma

That's the uh

I may have fucked the spelling its Vietnamese

Spirits of the dead or something?

Yeah

I know my grandpa had a deep fear of spirits from the war

He specifically spoke it

Never said it in english

It shaped a lot of his decisions on property design for his farmland

Never explained why

But long story short about my grandpa:

My mom wanted to pass on her Genes, because "muh superior pure Irish genetics", but had no care to actually want me after I was born

So she dumped me on someone who was looking to adopt a kid