It's why I was drawn to the internet, where I didn't have to physically confront the harsh realities of the world. And took more to technology and solitary activities.

I perform well in rural and forested regions, but cities and towns I am not so great with.

Online, I have no problem chatting or voice chatting, since it's only a simulation of extroverted activity

Plus most anons are easy to get along with just because of similar mindsets

Tl;Dr I'm a faggot who hates the planet

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Victor, ur basically me

Except I don't have that long backstory

Im just a fuckin shut in

You don't hate the planet Victor.

So its a preferred behavior rather then shyness in relation to upbringing. Got it.

Yeah. I was just shitposting tbh

There is plenty of great shit out there

But it is interesting seeing the modern world as contrasted to what I was shown growing up

My grandpa had served in the Vietnam war, and it led him to be a recluse. He feared a communist invasion and raised me according to that fear.

Fuckin commies

I'm pretty extroverted tbh

But I'm more comfortable talking with friends

I care about my friends a lot

>the only thing keeping me going is pizza and not upsetting my little brother

I think Vietnam fucked a lot of people up cause of the shit people saw over there. My uncle had to be placed in a psychward for 10 years cause he was convinced the chuyen ma was after him.

Why did your grandpa lose custody?

What is the chuyen ma

That's the uh

I may have fucked the spelling its Vietnamese

Spirits of the dead or something?

Yeah

I know my grandpa had a deep fear of spirits from the war

He specifically spoke it

Never said it in english

It shaped a lot of his decisions on property design for his farmland

Never explained why

But long story short about my grandpa:

My mom wanted to pass on her Genes, because "muh superior pure Irish genetics", but had no care to actually want me after I was born

So she dumped me on someone who was looking to adopt a kid

My grandpa and I are not actually related, unfortunately.

Which is why I don't own his property or his mountain of guns

But when I was 13, she came to retrieve me since she wanted to suddenly decide she wanted to be a mom after the hard part of raising a kid was over

And since her and my grandpa didn't ever actually enter any contracts of adoption, she had the law on her side to address it as a kidnapping

And continually tried convincing me that he was a piece of shit

Despite her being a complete stranger to me, and doing a fucking retarded job of rasing me from 13-18

I can tell you guys the shit he told me in /x/ its a pretty crazy story. Funny enough his first name was Boo lol

Thats kinda fucking stupid. But I guess as long as you have a pussy you can make the law do anything.

Pretty much that t h

Tbh

Its shitty dude. Sorry to hear that. I just had to deal with my dad. But I lived in a black neighborhood too. Shit wasnt bad when I wasnt home.