Message from @Higura
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An extroverted brain gets energy from social situations
An introverted brain loses energy in social situations
I dont believe you can gain energy from your social standing. Id believe that your more comfortable being in X situation.
If that's what your trying to say
Not actual energy
But would feel more energised
I actually legitimately feel tired after having to speak with people for a protracted period of time
Sorry am on the road and will be home and able to reply in full soon
But I dont feel tired when im by myself tho. And I know im not a introvert.
Is it possible to be both? Or switch cause this is more confusing then the Otherkin stuff
Otherkin is gay
Degeneracy
In my personal experiences, I am someone who more often than not just doesn't mind just watching stuff, playing Vidya or reading. Usually content to be alone and left to my own devices. I get uncomfortable and am usually not great in social situations. This makes me feel tired, or makes me worry, which ends up being a slightly more exhaustive experience than were I just in my comfort zone.
As a kid, it was only me and my grandpa, and no one else for miles around. I had the false perception of the outside world, as depicted through his teachings that the world was still as it was in the 70s
When I was forced to live with my mom, and she moved us right into a shitty nigger community, it made me feel even more withdrawn from the world than I had before upon the realization that the world was nowhere near as idyllic as I was lead to believe
It's why I was drawn to the internet, where I didn't have to physically confront the harsh realities of the world. And took more to technology and solitary activities.
I perform well in rural and forested regions, but cities and towns I am not so great with.
Online, I have no problem chatting or voice chatting, since it's only a simulation of extroverted activity
Plus most anons are easy to get along with just because of similar mindsets
@Deleted User
Otherkin is gay
Victor, ur basically me
Except I don't have that long backstory
Im just a fuckin shut in
You don't hate the planet Victor.
So its a preferred behavior rather then shyness in relation to upbringing. Got it.
Yeah. I was just shitposting tbh
There is plenty of great shit out there
But it is interesting seeing the modern world as contrasted to what I was shown growing up
My grandpa had served in the Vietnam war, and it led him to be a recluse. He feared a communist invasion and raised me according to that fear.
Fuckin commies
I'm pretty extroverted tbh
But I'm more comfortable talking with friends
I care about my friends a lot
>the only thing keeping me going is pizza and not upsetting my little brother
I think Vietnam fucked a lot of people up cause of the shit people saw over there. My uncle had to be placed in a psychward for 10 years cause he was convinced the chuyen ma was after him.
Why did your grandpa lose custody?
What is the chuyen ma
That's the uh
I may have fucked the spelling its Vietnamese
Spirits of the dead or something?
Yeah
I know my grandpa had a deep fear of spirits from the war