@BlaqShiep I dunno, man. If that's true, a 35+ yr old woman in a position of trusted authority over a teenager having sex with them is an objectively bad situation.

God bless

I think I prefer my youth, thanks 😅

@Five, Seven, and Two she gave me a blow job. Shes safe

@BlaqShiep Safe?

Well also my lack of pressing charges probably helps

It was a long time ago

My mom had died a few years prior...

I wasnt really in any position to consider anything

Also you were a teenager. Not exactly a pillar of rational thought.

When i think back about it... Her husband was a really nice guy

I mean, a man spends most of his life with his sex drive shackled to him like a raving madman, as it is, but when you're in your teens, *you're* shackled to *him*.

It wasn't so much that it happened but that i let ir happen... God...

Not your fault, man.

I did know better but... Idk

Doesn't matter if you did, you weren't the one old enough to know far better, married, and in a position of authority over children.

When does a man attain agency over himself though...

Im not feeling the full brunt of the guilt, but i do feel like i could have been a better man

Really differs, but that's not something you should feel guilty for.

She wasn't ugly but i wasnt even attracted to her...

You were on some level, but again: teen hormones. Can't underestimate them.

Some times men are presented with possibilities they should not accept

Im 33 now... Its not like its actively haunting me... But... Why do i think about it sometimes at all?

Think about sex?

That sounds a lot more like it's actively haunting you.

I think about her husband not knowing. Kissing her... Fuck...

You were a kid, man. And, strong as the word might seem, she was a predator.

You guys ever watch "swiss army man"?

The guy committed suicide in the beginning... The whole movie is him dying....

@BlaqShiep it’s his life flashing before his eyes?

I cant stop watching it... And listening to the soundtrack

Nah its not spelled out for you, i may even be wrong...

An odd movie... But it hits ya

It hit me...

@BlaqShiep I like a movie that hits you in the feels or at least has a profound impact

Yeah... Maybe he didn't die but for anyone who has seen it, it would be an interesting discussion

@BlaqShiep have you seen ‘eyes wide shut’? That was a good movie

Damn i feel so emotional tonight, the fuck....

Sorry haven’t seen it

I slept for 2 hours and woke up like this

@BlaqShiep time of the month? Lol!