Message from @Five, Seven, and Two
Discord ID: 556775469018513409
Where did you come from, where did you go?
I'm just imagining two dudes, a white guy and a black guy, running into eachother and just start dancing to Billie Jean.
both cosplaying as the king of pop, of course
With our highschool guidance counselor
But she was my lover....
Im ok with a little disingenuous
I'm a bitch! I'm a lover! (or however that song goes)
You know what the best thing is about getting older?
You can puke... But that doesn't mean the night is over...
@BlaqShiep I dunno, man. If that's true, a 35+ yr old woman in a position of trusted authority over a teenager having sex with them is an objectively bad situation.
God bless
I think I prefer my youth, thanks ๐
@Five, Seven, and Two she gave me a blow job. Shes safe
@BlaqShiep Safe?
Well also my lack of pressing charges probably helps
It was a long time ago
My mom had died a few years prior...
I wasnt really in any position to consider anything
Also you were a teenager. Not exactly a pillar of rational thought.
When i think back about it... Her husband was a really nice guy
I mean, a man spends most of his life with his sex drive shackled to him like a raving madman, as it is, but when you're in your teens, *you're* shackled to *him*.
It wasn't so much that it happened but that i let ir happen... God...
Not your fault, man.
I did know better but... Idk
Doesn't matter if you did, you weren't the one old enough to know far better, married, and in a position of authority over children.
When does a man attain agency over himself though...
Im not feeling the full brunt of the guilt, but i do feel like i could have been a better man
Really differs, but that's not something you should feel guilty for.
She wasn't ugly but i wasnt even attracted to her...
You were on some level, but again: teen hormones. Can't underestimate them.
Some times men are presented with possibilities they should not accept
Im 33 now... Its not like its actively haunting me... But... Why do i think about it sometimes at all?
Think about sex?
That sounds a lot more like it's actively haunting you.
I think about her husband not knowing. Kissing her... Fuck...
You were a kid, man. And, strong as the word might seem, she was a predator.
You guys ever watch "swiss army man"?
The guy committed suicide in the beginning... The whole movie is him dying....
@BlaqShiep itโs his life flashing before his eyes?
I cant stop watching it... And listening to the soundtrack
Nah its not spelled out for you, i may even be wrong...