Message from @Five, Seven, and Two
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both cosplaying as the king of pop, of course
With our highschool guidance counselor
But she was my lover....
Im ok with a little disingenuous
I'm a bitch! I'm a lover! (or however that song goes)
You know what the best thing is about getting older?
You can puke... But that doesn't mean the night is over...
@BlaqShiep I dunno, man. If that's true, a 35+ yr old woman in a position of trusted authority over a teenager having sex with them is an objectively bad situation.
God bless
I think I prefer my youth, thanks ๐
@Five, Seven, and Two she gave me a blow job. Shes safe
@BlaqShiep Safe?
Well also my lack of pressing charges probably helps
It was a long time ago
My mom had died a few years prior...
I wasnt really in any position to consider anything
Also you were a teenager. Not exactly a pillar of rational thought.
When i think back about it... Her husband was a really nice guy
I mean, a man spends most of his life with his sex drive shackled to him like a raving madman, as it is, but when you're in your teens, *you're* shackled to *him*.
It wasn't so much that it happened but that i let ir happen... God...
I did know better but... Idk
Doesn't matter if you did, you weren't the one old enough to know far better, married, and in a position of authority over children.
When does a man attain agency over himself though...
Im not feeling the full brunt of the guilt, but i do feel like i could have been a better man
Really differs, but that's not something you should feel guilty for.
She wasn't ugly but i wasnt even attracted to her...
You were on some level, but again: teen hormones. Can't underestimate them.
Some times men are presented with possibilities they should not accept
Im 33 now... Its not like its actively haunting me... But... Why do i think about it sometimes at all?
Think about sex?
That sounds a lot more like it's actively haunting you.
I think about her husband not knowing. Kissing her... Fuck...
You were a kid, man. And, strong as the word might seem, she was a predator.
You guys ever watch "swiss army man"?
The guy committed suicide in the beginning... The whole movie is him dying....
@BlaqShiep itโs his life flashing before his eyes?
I cant stop watching it... And listening to the soundtrack
Nah its not spelled out for you, i may even be wrong...
An odd movie... But it hits ya
It hit me...