Message from @BlaqShiep

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2019-03-17 09:39:02 UTC  

1A

2019-03-17 09:39:24 UTC  

1A?

2019-03-17 09:39:46 UTC  

there are two things black men and white men have in common

-not liking loud black chicks
-being able to cosplay michael jackson.

2019-03-17 09:40:06 UTC  

Lol!

2019-03-17 09:40:18 UTC  

Sometimes life is just perfect

2019-03-17 09:40:49 UTC  

Where did you come from, where did you go?

2019-03-17 09:41:01 UTC  

I'm just imagining two dudes, a white guy and a black guy, running into eachother and just start dancing to Billie Jean.

2019-03-17 09:41:16 UTC  

both cosplaying as the king of pop, of course

2019-03-17 09:41:20 UTC  

With our highschool guidance counselor

2019-03-17 09:41:34 UTC  

But she was my lover....

2019-03-17 09:41:53 UTC  

Im ok with a little disingenuous

2019-03-17 09:42:01 UTC  

I'm a bitch! I'm a lover! (or however that song goes)

2019-03-17 09:42:57 UTC  

You know what the best thing is about getting older?

2019-03-17 09:43:14 UTC  

You can puke... But that doesn't mean the night is over...

2019-03-17 09:43:18 UTC  

@BlaqShiep I dunno, man. If that's true, a 35+ yr old woman in a position of trusted authority over a teenager having sex with them is an objectively bad situation.

2019-03-17 09:43:19 UTC  

God bless

2019-03-17 09:43:45 UTC  

I think I prefer my youth, thanks 😅

2019-03-17 09:43:45 UTC  

@Five, Seven, and Two she gave me a blow job. Shes safe

2019-03-17 09:44:07 UTC  
2019-03-17 09:44:27 UTC  

Well also my lack of pressing charges probably helps

2019-03-17 09:44:39 UTC  

It was a long time ago

2019-03-17 09:45:00 UTC  

My mom had died a few years prior...

2019-03-17 09:45:14 UTC  

I wasnt really in any position to consider anything

2019-03-17 09:45:37 UTC  

Also you were a teenager. Not exactly a pillar of rational thought.

2019-03-17 09:46:44 UTC  

When i think back about it... Her husband was a really nice guy

2019-03-17 09:46:56 UTC  

I mean, a man spends most of his life with his sex drive shackled to him like a raving madman, as it is, but when you're in your teens, *you're* shackled to *him*.

2019-03-17 09:47:04 UTC  

It wasn't so much that it happened but that i let ir happen... God...

2019-03-17 09:47:22 UTC  

Not your fault, man.

2019-03-17 09:47:25 UTC  

I did know better but... Idk

2019-03-17 09:48:07 UTC  

Doesn't matter if you did, you weren't the one old enough to know far better, married, and in a position of authority over children.

2019-03-17 09:48:45 UTC  

When does a man attain agency over himself though...

2019-03-17 09:49:34 UTC  

Im not feeling the full brunt of the guilt, but i do feel like i could have been a better man

2019-03-17 09:49:48 UTC  

Really differs, but that's not something you should feel guilty for.

2019-03-17 09:50:09 UTC  

She wasn't ugly but i wasnt even attracted to her...

2019-03-17 09:50:38 UTC  

You were on some level, but again: teen hormones. Can't underestimate them.

2019-03-17 09:50:45 UTC  

Some times men are presented with possibilities they should not accept

2019-03-17 09:51:40 UTC  

Im 33 now... Its not like its actively haunting me... But... Why do i think about it sometimes at all?

2019-03-17 09:52:04 UTC  

Think about sex?

2019-03-17 09:52:06 UTC  

That sounds a lot more like it's actively haunting you.

2019-03-17 09:52:11 UTC  

I think about her husband not knowing. Kissing her... Fuck...

2019-03-17 09:52:42 UTC  

You were a kid, man. And, strong as the word might seem, she was a predator.