Message from @sixfoottwo
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I did know better but... Idk
Doesn't matter if you did, you weren't the one old enough to know far better, married, and in a position of authority over children.
When does a man attain agency over himself though...
Im not feeling the full brunt of the guilt, but i do feel like i could have been a better man
Really differs, but that's not something you should feel guilty for.
She wasn't ugly but i wasnt even attracted to her...
You were on some level, but again: teen hormones. Can't underestimate them.
Some times men are presented with possibilities they should not accept
Im 33 now... Its not like its actively haunting me... But... Why do i think about it sometimes at all?
Think about sex?
That sounds a lot more like it's actively haunting you.
I think about her husband not knowing. Kissing her... Fuck...
You were a kid, man. And, strong as the word might seem, she was a predator.
You guys ever watch "swiss army man"?
The guy committed suicide in the beginning... The whole movie is him dying....
@BlaqShiep it’s his life flashing before his eyes?
I cant stop watching it... And listening to the soundtrack
Nah its not spelled out for you, i may even be wrong...
An odd movie... But it hits ya
It hit me...
Yeah... Maybe he didn't die but for anyone who has seen it, it would be an interesting discussion
@BlaqShiep have you seen ‘eyes wide shut’? That was a good movie
Damn i feel so emotional tonight, the fuck....
Sorry haven’t seen it
I slept for 2 hours and woke up like this
@BlaqShiep time of the month? Lol!
Lol
Fuck you
But yeah
Hehe
Fuck i dont think i ever even told anyone about my counselor...
My mom was the one i told all my secrets too... She died when i was 11
I dont even know what im getting at...
What do you think happens when you die?
@BlaqShiep you’re reincarnated 🤷♂️
Yeah... Me too... Just last night i had a dream...
It was NOT concrete... But i had this feeling like... All of this life has a purpose and its much more direct than i think. And as i drifted into sleep, i began to see images of a different world. I was in a college courtyard and in that moment i seen that present, the present of me trying to sleep, and the ever present now of the universe, if that makes any sense.
I existed in all of them simultaneously.... Idk
@BlaqShiep no it doesn’t make sense because it’s a dream
Perhaps...