We all have good intentions here dw

@roadcrypto ... just go watch some of the videos

I'm watching the videos you sent me Hel. Thank you.

I watched one. I know the video was mgtow, but...

@Sam Amari I know you're in a vulnerable state but I really can't recommend the dokkodo / musashi more. You need to make a plan and execute from within. You know what you need to do more than anyone else here. You know what steps have to be taken and what has to be sacrificed. It is in your hands.

that doesn't mean its my kind of mgtow

I suggest you all check out the memes page and watch that couple

Burn that into your mind and remember... Remember that everytime you think you found a nawalt

Thats modern day love... Never forget it

#neverforget

@BlaqShiep The latina one?

Sorry, I might have missed something, what is dokkodo/musashi

Yeah

Lol

@Sam Amari http://www.musashi-miyamoto.com/dokkodo.html

Thanks

In October 2019, as a 30 year old man, i want to be able to afford my medications and not need to rely on anyone but me.

That dude has rule one on lock

Rule one: 100

aight i have to focus on some work before the tfm show starts later tonight, peace out

peace

Yes, like the guy pointed out, im sitting here, fucking crying, like a big beta blue pill bitch. but it wont always look like this. it cant.

@BlaqShiep lol "this is fine"

my father wouldn't have wanted this for me. all the social bullshit and excuses aside, he would want me happy

That's the spirit bro.

@Sam Amari It won't dude. You are acting out of fear and uncertainty.

You just need to ground yourself, find a plan and execute.

You will need financial support of some kind. How do you get there?

The easiest method is cam whoring. I'm just saying.

How much you spend on weed/alcohol?

i might be too emotional for some of you. my only excuse is that i literally have never had a man in my life. i learned everything from my mom. never take for granted what the male influence did for you. i had a deep depression for a while and has to stop reading /r/mgtow and redpill content because there were so many studies being posted about how men from a single parent household are basically fucked

@Sam Amari i can relate brother

@Sam Amari not fucked just a lot more challenge

@Sam Amari I was raised by a single mom, basically raised her and my sister. I was seen as a husband more than a son. It's a fucked situation. I totally understand your mindset.

so when you have that, combined with massive, real issues from having to have surgeries on your chest wall in Germany because you have such an extreme, rare problem, and the pain i went through that, emotional and physical, im not gonna act like im just some "lazy" guy. ive had real setbacks. i want to get past them though

i will never forget the way a girl looked at me with my shirt off when i was 4

@Sam Amari bro listen... Imma tell you a secret. Those with kushy lives arent able to question certain things because it will put in jeopardy their life plan, their reality

The pain will make you stronger.

We are lucky son. We are lucky... Its just haaasrrrddd as fuck

None of that matters right here right now. What matters is: What are the ABSOLUTE necessities for you to live? Create a fucking budget then figure out how you are going to pay for it.

ok fuck @Mee6 you piece of shit