@Happy Humble Hermit I appreciate that man. I really do. There is no room for me to be lazy. I'm not being lazy. Trust me on this. Do you guys think I'm just hanging out playing World of Warcraft while I have the new realization that i have no more support? im not. i promise on

my dead best friend, my dead dad... whatever you want me to swear on

and yes, I'm a jerk, @machtyn 😂

@Sam Amari Create an actionable plan and call in then! We got you. Keep bouncing ideas off and venting when you need.

Thank you

@Sam you might feel insulted right now, but trust me, it's 'tough love' and we want to help if you help yourself like HHH said.

Thank you... a lot. Not trolling me to try and make yourself look more manly, just trying to help. this is what i was seeking

@roadcrypto being a jerk is not really a problem 😄

is this mgtow or MRA? 😂

I want to, in one year, have this seem like a distant memory man. Im just fucking way overwhelmed with my stark new reality and havent found a way to figure it out yet.

We all have good intentions here dw

@roadcrypto ... just go watch some of the videos

I'm watching the videos you sent me Hel. Thank you.

I watched one. I know the video was mgtow, but...

@Sam Amari I know you're in a vulnerable state but I really can't recommend the dokkodo / musashi more. You need to make a plan and execute from within. You know what you need to do more than anyone else here. You know what steps have to be taken and what has to be sacrificed. It is in your hands.

that doesn't mean its my kind of mgtow

I suggest you all check out the memes page and watch that couple

Burn that into your mind and remember... Remember that everytime you think you found a nawalt

Thats modern day love... Never forget it

#neverforget

@BlaqShiep The latina one?

Sorry, I might have missed something, what is dokkodo/musashi

Yeah

Lol

@Sam Amari http://www.musashi-miyamoto.com/dokkodo.html

Thanks

In October 2019, as a 30 year old man, i want to be able to afford my medications and not need to rely on anyone but me.

That dude has rule one on lock

Rule one: 100

aight i have to focus on some work before the tfm show starts later tonight, peace out

peace

Yes, like the guy pointed out, im sitting here, fucking crying, like a big beta blue pill bitch. but it wont always look like this. it cant.

@BlaqShiep lol "this is fine"

my father wouldn't have wanted this for me. all the social bullshit and excuses aside, he would want me happy

That's the spirit bro.

@Sam Amari It won't dude. You are acting out of fear and uncertainty.

You just need to ground yourself, find a plan and execute.

You will need financial support of some kind. How do you get there?

The easiest method is cam whoring. I'm just saying.

How much you spend on weed/alcohol?

i might be too emotional for some of you. my only excuse is that i literally have never had a man in my life. i learned everything from my mom. never take for granted what the male influence did for you. i had a deep depression for a while and has to stop reading /r/mgtow and redpill content because there were so many studies being posted about how men from a single parent household are basically fucked