Message from @Foxhound

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2019-07-19 20:43:53 UTC  

But i will in the future

2019-07-19 20:45:29 UTC  

Like in military get recon and think how to get best results

2019-07-19 20:45:58 UTC  

It may look like dead end but with right plan you can do anything m8

2019-07-19 20:45:59 UTC  

I don't want to overdo it, but also my last relationship left me really starved of affection. She was very cold and that and i just thought it was my fault for not being a good boyfriend

2019-07-19 20:46:23 UTC  

Don't blame yourself

2019-07-19 20:46:53 UTC  

Fun factoid about me: i tried getting into military medical school but wasnt accepted because i'm asmathic

2019-07-19 20:47:05 UTC  

It is just not worth it and your friends showed you what she was the one who fucked everything up

2019-07-19 20:47:46 UTC  

Yeah, my friends gave me a rethorical slap across the face

2019-07-19 20:49:39 UTC  

And trust your friends

2019-07-19 20:50:07 UTC  

If they see some shit and talk to you about it think why they said it

2019-07-20 00:00:46 UTC  

Yeah, i understand that, but they never said anything until it was up, with the exception of the friend aforementioned

2019-07-22 11:45:02 UTC  

@Dr Meme i know how u feel man amd i know its hard but u got dis

2019-07-22 11:45:28 UTC  

Ive never gone through a relationship but the last time i tried to go for a girl, i got rejected

2019-07-22 11:45:36 UTC  

And she also fell pregnant too

2019-07-22 11:46:03 UTC  

Ive moved on from her but im going through an early mid life crisis

2019-07-22 11:46:45 UTC  

Even though im nowhere near my mid life xD

2019-07-25 05:12:19 UTC  

Don't worry @Jotaro the d1xieb00 you will get there eventually. My first (and last so far) relationship was at 22yo

2019-07-25 05:13:41 UTC  

A sadness is upon me, but i can't identify why and rn that's making me loose sleep. Too bad i have to drive 6 hrs back home tomorrow first thing in the morning

2019-07-29 21:20:30 UTC  

Someone I have a very deep care for was just diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor.

2019-07-29 21:20:40 UTC  

Fuck this year

2019-07-29 21:20:43 UTC  

Fuck this planet.

2019-07-29 21:20:45 UTC  

I'm done

2019-07-29 21:24:43 UTC  

Sorry to hear that man. Life can be a total bitch

2019-07-29 21:25:19 UTC  

How are you feeling?

2019-07-29 21:31:10 UTC  

Like eating a bullet

2019-07-29 21:35:57 UTC  

Can't say i don't know what that feels like. I wish i could do anything other than messages but that's how it is on this bitch of an earth.

2019-07-29 21:37:31 UTC  

How much more shit am I supposed to take fam? How many more people can I lose?

2019-07-29 21:40:03 UTC  

Doing anything helps?

2019-07-29 21:41:04 UTC  

Whenever i'm extremely depressed i listen to some classical music. My favourite song is Winter by Vivaldi

2019-07-29 21:41:44 UTC  

Maybe that isn't for you, but it might help

2019-07-29 21:41:58 UTC  

I can't anymore man. Thanks for trying but I don't think that's going to work this time

2019-07-29 21:42:32 UTC  

I get it

2019-07-29 21:42:37 UTC  

Stay safe fam

2019-07-29 22:01:35 UTC  

I'm not even Catholic and I'm thinking about going to confession. Fuck this fam. Fuck this.

2019-07-29 22:20:31 UTC  

I would say that's sort of normal. I am also not catholic and have thought of confessing. If that helps you go for it, there is something about talkin about your problems with the anonimity that it provides that kind of removes weight off that if they give you advice it might be religiously motivated.your back. Keep in mind

2019-07-29 22:22:36 UTC  

*weight of your back. Keep in mind that if they give you advice it might be religiously motivated.

2019-07-29 22:22:49 UTC  

Autocorrect messed me that one

2019-07-29 22:24:39 UTC  

If doing anything helps you cope, go for it, as long as it isn't unhealthy (drugs, alcohol or such)

2019-07-30 02:17:39 UTC  

@Foxhound I feel sorry for you

2019-07-30 02:18:57 UTC  

Don't take hard on you, if you're trying to get less sad

2019-07-30 02:19:12 UTC  

Only thing we can do is wait