Tried to keep myself consistent with silent prayer as much as I could. Journaled as well. Mindful of my thoughts and emotions, if I found myself dwelling on past issues and things I only let myself stay in it for alittle while before pulling myself out & back into the moment

Anybody else's people hate them after they forgave one of the parents?

No luckily

I got a text from my mom saying I have betrayed her. She didnt answer the phone. My sister spent most of the day harrassing my wife bc she found out I contacted my father and forgave him. I called her and told her she has : "got to stop, and while I have you on the phone... I forgive you as well..." Man I sat off A bomb. SCREAMING AND CRYING, WE ARE BETRAYED WEE WANTED TO PROTECT YOU! It was so fun tbh.

I'm telling you timmy it was like a break up

@csquare So very proud of you. They will come around eventually.

@csquare My Mom was indifferent but the relationship is much better. All smiles. 😊

@Sar Sar, disregard people that have watched you ask for forgivness. Even that move of yours was rude and you could see it from my "retarded" response or so it would seem. It just describes my let's say earthly personality. My mistakes are my own. You don't need to ask for forgivness ever again. Cause you know for things you recnognize for yourself you don't need forgivness for that. Your future actions will depend on it. God depends on you. I know you must be or are opposite of me. It's ok. Our goal believe it or not is the same. One truth. We cannot escape that. It is written in our reality. Peace be upon you

@Sar I came here today just cause I didn't wanted to let you live without knowing you don't have my support or that you won't have it in the future. It's okay for disbelief, testings, even displaying anger towards something, that's all part of the solution. Before I was testing god's existance. Now I don't do that anymore. But I like you was the same in a way. Even tho we are opposite. Truth is the same. No one likes their mistakes being analyzed. It just depends on how you are looking upon this mistake. From which angle. I need one more year...this is getting nowhere. I need to find the way to explain all of these two paragraphs in just two or three short sentences. Or even words.

I wish I could have said. Blah and you could understand All of this that I've said.

In a way you do. Cheers. And hope people from jesses channel enjoyed this illiterate unimportant rant

Even devil isn't privilged. Everyone will see for theirselves when they die. That devil doesn't pass through. Devil might trick you that he is privilged on earth.

He can just trick you on Earth, and if he manages to trick you to not lose three sins when you die ( cause you will hear him till you finish confessing before God - the Devil - you will hear him too ), talking still about those three sins which you can carry to God, for him to cure you. The Sin - you - three is the subject. You - the Devil - and God in one context. Where God is the subject. Losing sins the solution. If devil manages to trick you just in one of those three. Your soul is his. Your soul is his. Not of God's anymore. He will speak out loud trying to emotionally change your testimony and coffessing to God. Don't be weak. Listen to the Devil let him finish, and just continue on giving your testimony to God. Remember God intettion is to cure you out of all sins. Don't give up and reward will be good. Don't give up when you die I mean.

But luckily for all this is after you die. and luckily for many I left you all clues how to come to god while on Earth.

Path, rules, everything is already defined through sin and through works of god.

Jesse Lee peterson and belief in God through Christ that is happening in America is Amazinnnn'. That's all I will say. God bless you all\

What have you done to better yourself today?

@noobpocket Had a nice long convo with my stepdad and forgave him and asked for his forgiveness. I am feeling more complete! 😊

Started my first day of school at community college, and ordered the books I’d need for all my classes. I had stuff come up before I got to school today, but I thanked God (literally) that it was not worse and that everything still worked out fine.

I worked out until I couldn’t stand

Then ate some chicken

@Deleted User - That's excellent! That's a very brave thing to do, and takes guts. You're moving into the house of God by your actions. Outstanding, madame.

@Szayel's Pooppion - Taking a first step is difficult, but you moving forward is a good indicator that you are ready for growth. Treat every day as a chance to improve yourself and soon you'll be seeing results. 😃

@PastPresentFuture - You're a Chad, Tim.

@noobpocket you’re more Chad hank

😎

@noobpocket Thanks, bro!

I've been improving myself by going to work every day, drinking a lot of water, and improving my fitness. I'm going to be getting a gym membership here soon, but I'm going to need transportation to do that. But I still have weights at my house, and my back yard is a field, so I can easily do some cardio, lift, and everything here.. So this weekend I'll be starting that.

But more importantly, I'm focused on my goals, which are continuing to discipline myself. Being a man to me means doing things that are difficult, or sometimes doing things you don't want to do. A well-rounded person can handle many different situations. I want to be a person like that.

I’m proud of you hank. #nofear

Thanks, brother! You, too.

Next time I go to the grocery store I'll be getting some stuff to do meal prep. That's going to be part of my financial discipline as well.

Part of this probably belongs to <#464144378936688655>, but I guess it's okay because it's relevant to the conversation. Practicing discipline is the thing I've noticed is the most important part to accomplishing your goals.

You are what you do everyday

Everyday

@noobpocket ty sir 💁🏻‍♀️ I truly feel that way too; ready for more growth and able to take on each day as it happens. Lately I’ve been no longer thinking too far ahead & letting the fears and anxieties get to me. Gotta let each day reveal itself.

I spoke with my Stepdad last night. He said to me that alot of men don't like women with overbearing personalities. I told him that I got it from my Mom and he disagreed.

what made him say you are?

@Szayel's Pooppion We this was the discussion that lead to forgiveness with him. He was giving me some advice on how a woman should treat a man. He said many of my boyfriends would talk to him and say that I am overbearing. He would tell them that if I am what they are looking for, give it time but also declare that he is a man.

I don't think it is my personality. It is my charisma that can be smooth or sharp.

If someone messes with me or had gotten me aggravated, I can come off pretty standoffish. I don't intend to be mean but try to have a meaningful argument. But I see what he means. I used to get hurt alot by these beta males: physical abuse, manipulated, etc. So I thought having a stiffer voice and a backbone would protect me.