@LPA FreeNeko (Hermit's Youth)🇺🇸 Oh, yeah, I remember you. You have a fucked up history, I feel for you

stop being negative

@Noctah Companionship and intimacy. The sex was okay but I loved making her writhe in ecstasy.

look at all this as a learning experience and internalize it

@God Emperor Jigaboo I think that's why I ignored them so much.

I honestly regret not spending MORE time with her. I really do love her.

Ugj

@reagoge spoiler, youll feel the same way about the next pussy you get. "man its new, man i love to fuck her... oh man i just want to fuck her all day.... blah blah blah"

how long have you been involved with her?

Only since June

jesus fuck

@reagoge Intimacy is missing... You know, if you have that need, it's probably not going away if you just ignore it. You may bury it, but it'll still be there

Gotta confront

Hopefully you got you don't lose your head in the process

@God Emperor Jigaboo I know 😦

@Noctah How do I find something like that?

Listen to Noctah

Hell if I know

maybe some will disagree with my method but meh. dude... thats what 3ish months??? you barely know her

and honestly, you are 23... you barely know yourself

The best solution is to keep talking about it, and not try to bury it deeper

Otherwise you won't figure out what's the extent of the need, and what it's about

@Noctah I've never thought I deserved love so when she had sex with me and said everything she's said it really made me feel fulfilled. I never deserved happiness on that level and she met that. It's all illusory but it was more real to me than anything.

@reagoge You find it by first developing your self-love, think about it. how can you expect someone else to really "love" or be intimate with you when you are so hungry for love that you need to seek it out externally?

sex != love

@God Emperor Jigaboo You're right. I have already cut her down a lot and I am visiting one more time until the new year but I will probably just slowly ghost. I need to just digest all this and calm the fuck down.

True.

I know sex isn't love but it's a good manifestation of intimacy.

hell maybe cutting her out completely isnt needed but monogamy with her is a bad road to go down from what you shared

friends/FWB THATS IT

Ok one secnd

I never will do monogamy with her, live with her, have kids with her or marry her

Those are out for all women.

Period.

However, I did want to try dating her and see if I could learn.

you gotta get "icy", dont let a bitch get in your head/sway your emotions like this one is doing

It's mostly to see what mgtow/red pill talks about. I need to practice and apply these lessons to truly get it otherwise I will be an idiot.

How do I get more icy?

Hey have any of you guys tried Harry's razors?

I wosh i ghosted the girl i was with before she moved to New York and i lost her before i was ready to let her go. Shit's rough dude. I can feel how much i miss her in my stomach. She was a good girl and now she's to far for me to touch. I'm red pilled i just fucked up and got attached to her

@reagoge Give it time, be open to new experiences, and hopefully things will balance out