And he would blow kisses to people. He was really nice

No. Only to girls

There was a really religious kid there once and he thought that girls are trying to put a curse on him. He was surprisingly nice though. I think it was more because he's from a strict religious home

I think anxiety unrelated to this

There weren't any tard pussy there though

Creepiest thing is that was this 12 year old girl and she was in love with one of the staff but to a creepy extant. apparentlytching a bunch of people were watching a movie and there was a rape scene and she said to the others with a totally serious face that she wanted that staff member to do that to her

And whenever he would work she started dancing to MTV in a very creepily sexual way for a 12 year old

No clue. I think it was my boyfriend who told me

They like had a rule about it but it wasn't inforced

The staff was pretty shitty. A friend of mine started really badly self harming and we told the staff and they didn't do anything about it

And another friend was supposed to get released, told the people who worked there he's gonna kill himself and they still released him

Ugh man. I worked with kids when I was cutting and you don't realize how unbearable it is to walk around in Israeli summer with a jacket

Mine aren't really visible though. My best friend has bad ones

I had a friend try to slit her throat in the ward to kill herself

People got to her in time to stop her before it got too bad. She did it with a broken spoon so it took her time

Because they always search bags when you come back. Most people are allowed to go home for the weekend where I was unless they're a big risk to themselves or others

Lol what a retard

Yup

Like unless they see you're a big risk they let you

But first weekend you can't go

Yeah same for us. They locked the rooms

I sorta did but fell out of contact. Only one I'm still really in touch with is my boyfriend who I met there

Me and my boyfriend had our first kiss there as we were lying in the fenced yard away from cameras looking at the sky. Then some kid who would hit on all the girls lied next to us and said "you guys want a three-way?" Jokingly but fuck him

@MySatellite really? It was my first attempt but I know many there that had multiple attempts before getting hospitalized

But it was such a sweet moment and that fuck ruined it

Hebrew you mean?

I hang around some English speaking Jews. My boyfriend's dad is from the US so his family speaks English so it's nice but most Israelis have such an annoying heavy accent and have so many mistakes and it's annoying

I was in an open program in a psychiatric hospital before and both their closed section and the hospital I was in had people who successfully killed themselves there

The other one was shittier though. I hated the people there. They were the annoying gossiping type. Had a thing with a guy there and when I got hospitalized the fucker said he's cutting contact with me because he thought I did it because of him

I'm dying to go to university already. I kinda just dropped out of school recently because the school got wayyy too involved in my personal life. I fucking hate high school

I did well in the first semester but then depression hit me and the school forced me to go to treatment

Depends on what classes you're taking

I want to be a clinical psychologist so I need a master in psychology

Huh?

I just met a lot of shitty psychologists and it's an interesting thing to learn so I want to try and be a good psychologist

See? That's why there's need for good ones and I want to at least try to be that

I know a guy who is religious and a therapist @Wesleyy

I started going to CBT. Hopefully it's gonna be fine

@Wesleyy he is a friend of my boyfriend's dad so no clue

@MySatellite me too. I wish I could have him as my teacher

I think he's too much though on the side of pushing medicine as a solution

The fact that he said he's still on antidepressants and would never go off them is kinda silly to me. They should be an aid like you said

Me personally, I've tried medication and it either didn't do shit or made things worst. Obviously it helps some people but it should be used to balance you to a point where you can work on yourself and then quit the medication. Not to be forever dependant on it

I think it should be used to get you emotionally balanced enough to find a way to balance yourself and then quit the medication

@Wesleyy I felt that numbness. I prefer feeling like absolute shit and then sometimes feeling good rather than not having any ups and downs

I feel like without the ups and downs I'm a zombie

It's fucking shitty when you can't feel love for people you care about even if you stop hurting yourself

I just can't bare not being able to love my boyfriend which is what medication does to me. Seriously makes me feel like absolute shit

@Hyrulean Paladin I agree but some people are in a bad enough state that without medication they're completely fucked

It just depends on the person. It's not the same for everyone. Some people don't feel like it completely cancels their feelings. Some do. It just changes from person to person

Not necessarily

Some things are purely the way people around us are

Like if you have an abusive partner it can cause you to have shit mental health

It's just not the same for everyone. Sure someone people have inherited depression but for some it's environment, for some it's a mix

But it's not only chemical

Like if you live with people who treat you like shit medication won't help change the way they treat you

True but environment does play a role in the whole thing

We're a mix of genetics and environment

You can control some aspects of your life that will effect your brain

take a piece of paper, slide it under the spider and then put the paper outside the window or door

It's not necessarily the mindful aspect that's good. Even just the rest from day to day life

Some people don't disconnect from their problems so easily

@MySatellite huge delay but not all crazy girls are hot

Is 4 the middle name?

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No but not because I'm Jewish. Because I'm a vegetarian

I'm not religious. I'm ethnically Jewish

Ethical reasons. I hate pushing it on other people though

Still grosses me out

@Hyrulean Paladin there are a lot of annoying vegans but you need to consider the fact that you only hear about the radicals

@Wesleyy yeah

Eggs and milk don't

I mean, I also am not really allowed to eat a lot of green vegetables so without milk and eggs I wouldn't have much left

I had an incident this year where my blood was too thick and I almost died because both my lungs didn't get blood and now I'm on blood thinners and since green vegetables have a lot of vitamin k in them, which is a natural blood thinner I need to eat a set amount

@MySatellite I agree but it's the fact that pro choice people don't see the fetus as a person

Retarded birth control pills. Doctor didn't warn me about it. Apparently it's not that uncommon to have blood issues because of it but for most people they get treated earlier then I did

I mean or if the condom was damaged. Then it's not really on you

Depends on where you live

In the US yes. Most developed countries have some version of universal health care

Jesus am I happy I live in Israel. Otherwise my parents would've been in debt because I almost died and was hospitalized for six days

There's a big difference there

@MySatellite are you talking about the Aflie case?

It's messed up

But I'm not arguing for the government to have control over pulling the plug on someone

But it should help people who are about to die but can't afford medical bills

Also for fuck's sake if only half of what the US military budget for offensive strikes was spent on health care a lot of people would've been saved

Ugh

Why do I look like I'm 12? I hate it

I wish I would look my age

Good for you

Get Cuphead

Your heart @Wesleyy

@MySatellite I meant to ask you. Were you in a teenagers ward or an adult one?

He left a trail of watermelons

You said you moved out of there though

@Hyrulean Paladin I would listen to @mysatellite if I were you

Just don't expect any good from telling personal shit to other people on the internet

No

Ugh men. Adele from Blue Is the Warmest Color is hot

No homo but 10 outta ten would go gay for