Message from @Blarn

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2018-05-31 08:12:20 UTC  

The staff was pretty shitty. A friend of mine started really badly self harming and we told the staff and they didn't do anything about it

2018-05-31 08:12:37 UTC  

yeah some psyc wards a dogshit

2018-05-31 08:12:44 UTC  

all of mine were great

2018-05-31 08:12:53 UTC  

i've only seen cuts on someone's arm before once

2018-05-31 08:12:57 UTC  

but the one time I did holy shit

2018-05-31 08:13:05 UTC  

it was all down his wrists and there was a ton

2018-05-31 08:13:17 UTC  

I felt anxious and sick afterwards

2018-05-31 08:13:22 UTC  

yeah i wanna get a nice tattoo to cover up

2018-05-31 08:13:32 UTC  

And the worst part it was when I went to this summer job thing

2018-05-31 08:13:37 UTC  

And another friend was supposed to get released, told the people who worked there he's gonna kill himself and they still released him

2018-05-31 08:13:45 UTC  

and I told the person there I needed to go home and I couldn't come back

2018-05-31 08:13:50 UTC  

cus even tho im not uncomfortable with it i know its wierd for others around me

2018-05-31 08:14:44 UTC  

Ugh man. I worked with kids when I was cutting and you don't realize how unbearable it is to walk around in Israeli summer with a jacket

2018-05-31 08:15:09 UTC  

"i played violin with a knife on my wrist"

2018-05-31 08:15:24 UTC  

Mine aren't really visible though. My best friend has bad ones

2018-05-31 08:15:35 UTC  

theres was a guy that came in to the ward a few days before i got out, and he had planned a soucide with his gf but his gf bitched out and ran away and he got ratted on

2018-05-31 08:15:48 UTC  

he was gonna cut his guts out and i was like damn bro

2018-05-31 08:16:15 UTC  

I had a friend try to slit her throat in the ward to kill herself

2018-05-31 08:16:23 UTC  

try?

2018-05-31 08:16:48 UTC  

u can survive slit throat?

2018-05-31 08:17:24 UTC  

People got to her in time to stop her before it got too bad. She did it with a broken spoon so it took her time

2018-05-31 08:17:58 UTC  

there was a period where the dumbass psycologist tried to give me a at home guy kinda thing and he was a dumbass

2018-05-31 08:18:08 UTC  

dpoon

2018-05-31 08:18:13 UTC  

he came over ever day smelling like shit and he had to take me out to do things

2018-05-31 08:18:31 UTC  

and he bought me fucking sharpeners when i said i needed them for school

2018-05-31 08:18:43 UTC  

Because they always search bags when you come back. Most people are allowed to go home for the weekend where I was unless they're a big risk to themselves or others

2018-05-31 08:18:46 UTC  

he got fired thank god

2018-05-31 08:18:53 UTC  

WHAT

2018-05-31 08:19:00 UTC  

go home over weekend

2018-05-31 08:19:06 UTC  

Lol what a retard

2018-05-31 08:19:08 UTC  

wherever the fuck you were was retarded

2018-05-31 08:19:20 UTC  

Yup

2018-05-31 08:19:47 UTC  

Like unless they see you're a big risk they let you

2018-05-31 08:19:51 UTC  

i was locked in 6 weeks straight going into a outdoor area 3 times a week with like 10 foot walls

2018-05-31 08:20:10 UTC  

But first weekend you can't go

2018-05-31 08:20:10 UTC  

😩

2018-05-31 08:20:14 UTC  

you couldnt go in your room without them letting you

2018-05-31 08:20:32 UTC  

Yeah same for us. They locked the rooms

2018-05-31 08:20:34 UTC  

i met some good friends tho

2018-05-31 08:20:39 UTC  

wish i could see some of em again

2018-05-31 08:20:55 UTC  

one dude was just a stoner