Message from @Blarn

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2018-05-31 08:39:53 UTC  

Actually medicine does do shit regardless of your personal actions

2018-05-31 08:40:12 UTC  

they can treat tho

2018-05-31 08:40:16 UTC  

I didn't do "anything for myself" because there's absolutely nothing I could have done

2018-05-31 08:40:16 UTC  

and help balance

2018-05-31 08:40:25 UTC  

but he is the only one that can keep himself up

2018-05-31 08:40:35 UTC  

Honestly for me it was more of how I physically felt rather than a mentality

2018-05-31 08:40:38 UTC  

I felt sick everyday

2018-05-31 08:40:42 UTC  

the medicine puts the footholds in place but you gotta climb out for yourself

2018-05-31 08:40:46 UTC  

well not just physically felt but

2018-05-31 08:40:55 UTC  

yeah

2018-05-31 08:41:01 UTC  

use meds to help find a balance

2018-05-31 08:41:11 UTC  

Doctors hand out prescriptions for antidepressants though it's kind of retarded

2018-05-31 08:41:16 UTC  

they give them to people who don't need them

2018-05-31 08:41:23 UTC  

Me personally, I've tried medication and it either didn't do shit or made things worst. Obviously it helps some people but it should be used to balance you to a point where you can work on yourself and then quit the medication. Not to be forever dependant on it

2018-05-31 08:41:37 UTC  

i can't tell you how many times I've heard people say "oh i started taking antidepressants and i felt numb/emotionless"

2018-05-31 08:41:54 UTC  

like you didn't have depression in the first place retard

2018-05-31 08:42:09 UTC  

ehhh

2018-05-31 08:42:27 UTC  

they could have a time of doubt in there life

2018-05-31 08:42:31 UTC  

and they try to get help

2018-05-31 08:42:36 UTC  

and they help digs em deepe

2018-05-31 08:42:54 UTC  

I think it should be used to get you emotionally balanced enough to find a way to balance yourself and then quit the medication

2018-05-31 08:43:09 UTC  

That's not how it works though

2018-05-31 08:43:29 UTC  

In a person who has depression, their brain is chemically offset by default

2018-05-31 08:43:39 UTC  

it's not fluid emotions

2018-05-31 08:43:45 UTC  

@Wesleyy the problem is when you are on addiction meds, anti depressants, anti anxiety, all the emotion holes get clogged

2018-05-31 08:43:47 UTC  

Antidepressants are not "happy pills"

2018-05-31 08:43:51 UTC  

and you just lose alot of feeling

2018-05-31 08:43:55 UTC  

@Wesleyy I felt that numbness. I prefer feeling like absolute shit and then sometimes feeling good rather than not having any ups and downs

2018-05-31 08:43:58 UTC  

yeah they arent happy pills

2018-05-31 08:44:04 UTC  

You lose feeling when you are depressed

2018-05-31 08:44:06 UTC  

they clog up and block the sad

2018-05-31 08:44:29 UTC  

and then you clog up the anxiety

2018-05-31 08:44:35 UTC  

and then the impulsivity

2018-05-31 08:44:42 UTC  

and suddenly you are mindless

2018-05-31 08:44:43 UTC  

I feel like without the ups and downs I'm a zombie

2018-05-31 08:44:59 UTC  

and you feel shit cus you are mindless

2018-05-31 08:45:02 UTC  

so they give you more

2018-05-31 08:45:13 UTC  

and the cycle continues

2018-05-31 08:45:22 UTC  

I don't think you know how antidepressants work so

2018-05-31 08:45:26 UTC  

It's fucking shitty when you can't feel love for people you care about even if you stop hurting yourself

2018-05-31 08:46:01 UTC  

I can't feel love while on antidepressants but I couldn't feel it before either