Message from @Blarn

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2018-05-31 08:42:36 UTC  

and they help digs em deepe

2018-05-31 08:42:54 UTC  

I think it should be used to get you emotionally balanced enough to find a way to balance yourself and then quit the medication

2018-05-31 08:43:09 UTC  

That's not how it works though

2018-05-31 08:43:29 UTC  

In a person who has depression, their brain is chemically offset by default

2018-05-31 08:43:39 UTC  

it's not fluid emotions

2018-05-31 08:43:45 UTC  

@Wesleyy the problem is when you are on addiction meds, anti depressants, anti anxiety, all the emotion holes get clogged

2018-05-31 08:43:47 UTC  

Antidepressants are not "happy pills"

2018-05-31 08:43:51 UTC  

and you just lose alot of feeling

2018-05-31 08:43:55 UTC  

@Wesleyy I felt that numbness. I prefer feeling like absolute shit and then sometimes feeling good rather than not having any ups and downs

2018-05-31 08:43:58 UTC  

yeah they arent happy pills

2018-05-31 08:44:04 UTC  

You lose feeling when you are depressed

2018-05-31 08:44:06 UTC  

they clog up and block the sad

2018-05-31 08:44:29 UTC  

and then you clog up the anxiety

2018-05-31 08:44:35 UTC  

and then the impulsivity

2018-05-31 08:44:42 UTC  

and suddenly you are mindless

2018-05-31 08:44:43 UTC  

I feel like without the ups and downs I'm a zombie

2018-05-31 08:44:59 UTC  

and you feel shit cus you are mindless

2018-05-31 08:45:02 UTC  

so they give you more

2018-05-31 08:45:13 UTC  

and the cycle continues

2018-05-31 08:45:22 UTC  

I don't think you know how antidepressants work so

2018-05-31 08:45:26 UTC  

It's fucking shitty when you can't feel love for people you care about even if you stop hurting yourself

2018-05-31 08:46:01 UTC  

I can't feel love while on antidepressants but I couldn't feel it before either

2018-05-31 08:46:51 UTC  

I just can't bare not being able to love my boyfriend which is what medication does to me. Seriously makes me feel like absolute shit

2018-05-31 08:46:58 UTC  

I barely have any "ups and downs" now, and again nor did I before

2018-05-31 08:47:13 UTC  

just the difference is I'm not as fragile and I don't feel sick everyday

2018-05-31 08:47:40 UTC  

yeah they balance

2018-05-31 08:47:45 UTC  

apathetic

2018-05-31 08:47:54 UTC  

Shut up with that gay shit

2018-05-31 08:48:03 UTC  

There's no such thing

2018-05-31 08:48:36 UTC  

@Hyrulean Paladin I agree but some people are in a bad enough state that without medication they're completely fucked

2018-05-31 08:48:49 UTC  

I'd rather not feel sick everyday than "feel ups and downs"

2018-05-31 08:49:28 UTC  

in the end wed rather just be normal and not have a fucked mind

2018-05-31 08:49:48 UTC  

in the end everything can just be a mentality

2018-05-31 08:50:01 UTC  

No

2018-05-31 08:50:06 UTC  

You're talking out of your ass

2018-05-31 08:50:15 UTC  

exactly

2018-05-31 08:50:25 UTC  

It just depends on the person. It's not the same for everyone. Some people don't feel like it completely cancels their feelings. Some do. It just changes from person to person

2018-05-31 08:50:32 UTC  

Things can be explained with chemical mechanisms in the brain

2018-05-31 08:50:38 UTC  

not "mentality"

2018-05-31 08:50:39 UTC  

Not necessarily

2018-05-31 08:50:50 UTC  

so are we just npcs?