And another friend was supposed to get released, told the people who worked there he's gonna kill himself and they still released him

and I told the person there I needed to go home and I couldn't come back

cus even tho im not uncomfortable with it i know its wierd for others around me

Ugh man. I worked with kids when I was cutting and you don't realize how unbearable it is to walk around in Israeli summer with a jacket

"i played violin with a knife on my wrist"

Mine aren't really visible though. My best friend has bad ones

theres was a guy that came in to the ward a few days before i got out, and he had planned a soucide with his gf but his gf bitched out and ran away and he got ratted on

he was gonna cut his guts out and i was like damn bro

I had a friend try to slit her throat in the ward to kill herself

try?

u can survive slit throat?

People got to her in time to stop her before it got too bad. She did it with a broken spoon so it took her time

there was a period where the dumbass psycologist tried to give me a at home guy kinda thing and he was a dumbass

dpoon

he came over ever day smelling like shit and he had to take me out to do things

and he bought me fucking sharpeners when i said i needed them for school

Because they always search bags when you come back. Most people are allowed to go home for the weekend where I was unless they're a big risk to themselves or others

he got fired thank god

WHAT

go home over weekend

Lol what a retard

wherever the fuck you were was retarded

Yup

Like unless they see you're a big risk they let you

i was locked in 6 weeks straight going into a outdoor area 3 times a week with like 10 foot walls

But first weekend you can't go

😩

you couldnt go in your room without them letting you

Yeah same for us. They locked the rooms

i met some good friends tho

wish i could see some of em again

one dude was just a stoner

weed is fucking stupid

but he knew my mom, she was his precalc teacher

I sorta did but fell out of contact. Only one I'm still really in touch with is my boyfriend who I met there

Weed actually fries your brain

crazy bitches are hot

it was wierd tho, most of the ppl in there were just depressed

only like 2 outa like 30 ppl i met actually had suicide cases

I would rather do coke than weed

Me and my boyfriend had our first kiss there as we were lying in the fenced yard away from cameras looking at the sky. Then some kid who would hit on all the girls lied next to us and said "you guys want a three-way?" Jokingly but fuck him