Message from @Blarn

Discord ID: 451664646810632193


2018-05-31 08:28:33 UTC  

I was in an open program in a psychiatric hospital before and both their closed section and the hospital I was in had people who successfully killed themselves there

2018-05-31 08:28:56 UTC  

id imagine

2018-05-31 08:29:58 UTC  

i love college tho

2018-05-31 08:30:06 UTC  

The other one was shittier though. I hated the people there. They were the annoying gossiping type. Had a thing with a guy there and when I got hospitalized the fucker said he's cutting contact with me because he thought I did it because of him

2018-05-31 08:30:21 UTC  

cus im in the meeting all the new ppl phase and none of them are high school assholes

2018-05-31 08:30:47 UTC  

and they get "oh yeah ppl have scars whatever"

2018-05-31 08:31:28 UTC  

I'm dying to go to university already. I kinda just dropped out of school recently because the school got wayyy too involved in my personal life. I fucking hate high school

2018-05-31 08:31:37 UTC  

i did

2018-05-31 08:31:58 UTC  

i was a bit of a top classer so i was able to leave way early

2018-05-31 08:32:07 UTC  

got ged and just went to start taking college classes

2018-05-31 08:32:38 UTC  

and from community college i can enroll in university its connected to

2018-05-31 08:32:46 UTC  

I did well in the first semester but then depression hit me and the school forced me to go to treatment

2018-05-31 08:32:51 UTC  

haha college gay

2018-05-31 08:32:56 UTC  

waste of time and money

2018-05-31 08:32:59 UTC  

ehhh

2018-05-31 08:33:08 UTC  

com college cuts all the cost out

2018-05-31 08:33:20 UTC  

yeah still a waste of time and effort

2018-05-31 08:33:22 UTC  

Depends on what classes you're taking

2018-05-31 08:33:23 UTC  

and im going for engineering so i need it

2018-05-31 08:33:31 UTC  

not a fag art major

2018-05-31 08:34:03 UTC  

I want to be a clinical psychologist so I need a master in psychology

2018-05-31 08:34:09 UTC  

LOL

2018-05-31 08:34:14 UTC  

psychologist KAPPA

2018-05-31 08:34:22 UTC  

Huh?

2018-05-31 08:34:49 UTC  

psych majors

2018-05-31 08:34:50 UTC  

LUL

2018-05-31 08:35:02 UTC  

I just met a lot of shitty psychologists and it's an interesting thing to learn so I want to try and be a good psychologist

2018-05-31 08:35:39 UTC  

the problem is ive never met a level headed one

2018-05-31 08:35:47 UTC  

either libtards or biblethumpers

2018-05-31 08:36:20 UTC  

I can't imagine a religious person being a good therapist / psychologist

2018-05-31 08:36:23 UTC  

See? That's why there's need for good ones and I want to at least try to be that

2018-05-31 08:36:25 UTC  

my physician was better than any psychologists i ever had

2018-05-31 08:36:47 UTC  

I know a guy who is religious and a therapist @Wesleyy

2018-05-31 08:36:59 UTC  

Okay how good is he at his job

2018-05-31 08:37:11 UTC  

i love jordan peterson

2018-05-31 08:37:13 UTC  

I started going to CBT. Hopefully it's gonna be fine

2018-05-31 08:37:30 UTC  

hes gotten a bit biblethumpy as of late but his mentality just needs to be taught

2018-05-31 08:37:41 UTC  

@Wesleyy he is a friend of my boyfriend's dad so no clue

2018-05-31 08:38:04 UTC  

@MySatellite me too. I wish I could have him as my teacher

2018-05-31 08:38:06 UTC  

he understands that medicines and all can help but he always pushes that you are the only one that can pull you up

2018-05-31 08:38:35 UTC  

get up pussy, itll be hard but if you can find the footholds someone might be able to help you up