I promise. You had/have nothing on me.

@Anemic Crusader agreed

Hello girl would you like to talk about the theory of ballistics in different calibers?

Get on my level, I have no style, I have no grace.

At least it isn't anime.

But he has a beard on his face

If I got divorced I'd probably be where Seatoast is

In Texas?

Dude all I know is horsepower and boomsticks

Take whiskey here. She's a perfectly cromulent lady.

You just need to find one in your area and age range of comfort.

Just don't stop trying. Put yourself out there. It will work out.

Id date a cougar tbh

No boarder line MGTOW but probably Texas as well

It's shit cause i know you're right

And I know I'm not gonna listen

Wasn't implying Whiskey was out of your range. But I'm also no matchmaker.

Yeah but like I said, I have no friends, I'm right wing af, and I'm awkwardly inexperienced for my age.

Oh I wasn't implying whiskey in that comment lmfao

I just meant in general

I'd ask whiskey out but I'm too racist

But yes I know I'm not gonna follow your advice even though I know its right

Nothing wrong with an older lady. Especially one who's a certified in body rubbin'

Hell, I'm racist towards myself.

You aren't wrong

Well, you can go down the path I went, but it's long, and lonely and painful.

c'm'ere you little spic

Well better to cry in an M3 surrounded by guns then not

do not into afraid of women. Just think of flirting like shitposting

Oh I'm not trust me lol

How bad have you been burned Grumps? The relationship that made you want to quit.

It wasn't a relationship at all.

Not that kind.

Basically. I was seventeen and this girl was fifteen. A younger sister of a friend of mine.

Chill girl, short, red hair (apparently, that's my type)

Came to our tabletop RPG sessions. Liked the things I liked, etc.

There was a problem though. Well two actually.

Well three.

Oh.

The first was obviously this is my friend's sister. That's whole minefield.

That last girl just took it out of Me

Second problem is that I'd already given up at this point. A potent combination of the way I was treated by authorities throughout school., several medical conditions I have, and a pop culture and feminism convinced me no woman would ever want a thing to do with me.

Third problem was that I had this odd attitude about being a teenager, but that's not as relevant.

So I sent some anonymous love letters. Next thing you know Everyone finds out, because I'm not as clever as I thought I was and I ruin my relationship with her and my friend. Which was one of the things I was really afraid of.

It also put my already low self esteem down for the count.

You and I a pretty similar

Or were I should say

I fell into this funk of depression that lasted through college, made that impossible, and folowed me for years.

It was damn near ten years before I started dating again.

I'm Not depressed though

Good for you.

It was that bad? It traumatized you?

that's a start.

I have an unpopular attitude to depression

Yeah, keep in mind. I was suffering under a host of medical conditions, both physical and mental. Many of which were undiagnosed at that time.

Yeah I get you

lel I remember having depression. I was on Concerta (High Strength Ritalin) at the time and I tried to kill myself like 3 times

Looked her up on facebook a couple years back. She married a pastor, went full tradwife, and has five kids.

That's rough.

Ritalin is cancer, if any of you have kids, never, I repeat, never fall for the ADHD ritalin meme

Oh I know

Fuck thay

Ritalin sucks

A boy is just a defective girl so trurn them into little zombies so the teacher can have a stress free day.

Jesus, what pulled you guys out of it? I was depressed after my boyfriend died but I got a lot of counseling. My mom didn't want me on medication so I didn't take any.

I have a weird thing where I hate myself but I'm not bothered by it

Getting a steady job for the first time in my life helped a lot.

Lol

Not that sounds exactly like me at that age seatoast.

I gave up on Methylphenidate Hydrochloride after I finished highschool, I stopped being a commie, started respecting my family, and went full fash. now I'm the happiest I've felt in years

Redpill saved your life

How? How do you hate yourself but are ok with it? I don't understand.

I don't know

How old are you Anemic?

21

I refuse to allow myself to wallow

Ay

My nigga

fug

You're all still kids. Wow.

Well if he's like me in that way. It's likely that he has self loathing, but thinks that he's right instead of arguing with himself.

that was meant to say 20

Oh

fugging typo

KID!

A lot of heavy experiences for young people

Basically bee

That's a pretty good way to put it

Most people don't get red pilled voluntarily.

I voluntarily redpilled myself

they get catipulted into the red pill sea and swallow a few getting back to shore.

I stopped being a commie. Thankyou Soygoy of Acuck, and Milo Shekelbergenstein

I'm self pilled as well

Funny thing is it's the leftists running the catapults.

I never was on the other side of the fence though

Why not try to find the root of the self loathing?

I was just like "wow more people are as mean as me"