Message from @Grumplebee

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2018-02-01 05:58:46 UTC  

No boarder line MGTOW but probably Texas as well

2018-02-01 05:58:55 UTC  

It's shit cause i know you're right

2018-02-01 05:59:02 UTC  

And I know I'm not gonna listen

2018-02-01 05:59:08 UTC  

Wasn't implying Whiskey was out of your range. But I'm also no matchmaker.

2018-02-01 05:59:14 UTC  

Yeah but like I said, I have no friends, I'm right wing af, and I'm awkwardly inexperienced for my age.

2018-02-01 05:59:25 UTC  

Oh I wasn't implying whiskey in that comment lmfao

2018-02-01 05:59:33 UTC  

I just meant in general

2018-02-01 05:59:46 UTC  

I'd ask whiskey out but I'm too racist

2018-02-01 06:00:05 UTC  

But yes I know I'm not gonna follow your advice even though I know its right

2018-02-01 06:00:08 UTC  

Nothing wrong with an older lady. Especially one who's a certified in body rubbin'

2018-02-01 06:00:17 UTC  

Hell, I'm racist towards myself.

2018-02-01 06:00:18 UTC  

You aren't wrong

2018-02-01 06:00:30 UTC  

Well, you can go down the path I went, but it's long, and lonely and painful.

2018-02-01 06:00:31 UTC  

c'm'ere you little spic

2018-02-01 06:01:26 UTC  

Well better to cry in an M3 surrounded by guns then not

2018-02-01 06:01:34 UTC  

do not into afraid of women. Just think of flirting like shitposting

2018-02-01 06:01:49 UTC  

Oh I'm not trust me lol

2018-02-01 06:01:53 UTC  

How bad have you been burned Grumps? The relationship that made you want to quit.

2018-02-01 06:02:10 UTC  

It wasn't a relationship at all.

2018-02-01 06:02:20 UTC  

Not that kind.

2018-02-01 06:02:45 UTC  

Basically. I was seventeen and this girl was fifteen. A younger sister of a friend of mine.

2018-02-01 06:03:48 UTC  

Chill girl, short, red hair (apparently, that's my type)

2018-02-01 06:04:10 UTC  

Came to our tabletop RPG sessions. Liked the things I liked, etc.

2018-02-01 06:04:20 UTC  

There was a problem though. Well two actually.

2018-02-01 06:04:36 UTC  

Well three.

2018-02-01 06:04:45 UTC  

Oh.

2018-02-01 06:04:56 UTC  

The first was obviously this is my friend's sister. That's whole minefield.

2018-02-01 06:04:57 UTC  

That last girl just took it out of Me

2018-02-01 06:07:07 UTC  

Second problem is that I'd already given up at this point. A potent combination of the way I was treated by authorities throughout school., several medical conditions I have, and a pop culture and feminism convinced me no woman would ever want a thing to do with me.

2018-02-01 06:08:08 UTC  

Third problem was that I had this odd attitude about being a teenager, but that's not as relevant.

2018-02-01 06:09:38 UTC  

So I sent some anonymous love letters. Next thing you know Everyone finds out, because I'm not as clever as I thought I was and I ruin my relationship with her and my friend. Which was one of the things I was really afraid of.

2018-02-01 06:09:50 UTC  

It also put my already low self esteem down for the count.

2018-02-01 06:10:08 UTC  

You and I a pretty similar

2018-02-01 06:10:14 UTC  

Or were I should say

2018-02-01 06:10:38 UTC  

I fell into this funk of depression that lasted through college, made that impossible, and folowed me for years.

2018-02-01 06:10:54 UTC  

It was damn near ten years before I started dating again.

2018-02-01 06:10:56 UTC  

I'm Not depressed though

2018-02-01 06:11:03 UTC  

Good for you.

2018-02-01 06:11:04 UTC  

It was that bad? It traumatized you?

2018-02-01 06:11:07 UTC  

that's a start.

2018-02-01 06:11:24 UTC  

I have an unpopular attitude to depression