It's shit cause i know you're right

And I know I'm not gonna listen

Wasn't implying Whiskey was out of your range. But I'm also no matchmaker.

Yeah but like I said, I have no friends, I'm right wing af, and I'm awkwardly inexperienced for my age.

Oh I wasn't implying whiskey in that comment lmfao

I just meant in general

I'd ask whiskey out but I'm too racist

But yes I know I'm not gonna follow your advice even though I know its right

Nothing wrong with an older lady. Especially one who's a certified in body rubbin'

Hell, I'm racist towards myself.

You aren't wrong

Well, you can go down the path I went, but it's long, and lonely and painful.

c'm'ere you little spic

Well better to cry in an M3 surrounded by guns then not

do not into afraid of women. Just think of flirting like shitposting

Oh I'm not trust me lol

How bad have you been burned Grumps? The relationship that made you want to quit.

It wasn't a relationship at all.

Not that kind.

Basically. I was seventeen and this girl was fifteen. A younger sister of a friend of mine.

Chill girl, short, red hair (apparently, that's my type)

Came to our tabletop RPG sessions. Liked the things I liked, etc.

There was a problem though. Well two actually.

Well three.

Oh.

The first was obviously this is my friend's sister. That's whole minefield.

That last girl just took it out of Me

Second problem is that I'd already given up at this point. A potent combination of the way I was treated by authorities throughout school., several medical conditions I have, and a pop culture and feminism convinced me no woman would ever want a thing to do with me.

Third problem was that I had this odd attitude about being a teenager, but that's not as relevant.

So I sent some anonymous love letters. Next thing you know Everyone finds out, because I'm not as clever as I thought I was and I ruin my relationship with her and my friend. Which was one of the things I was really afraid of.

It also put my already low self esteem down for the count.

You and I a pretty similar

Or were I should say

I fell into this funk of depression that lasted through college, made that impossible, and folowed me for years.

It was damn near ten years before I started dating again.

I'm Not depressed though

Good for you.

It was that bad? It traumatized you?

that's a start.

I have an unpopular attitude to depression

Yeah, keep in mind. I was suffering under a host of medical conditions, both physical and mental. Many of which were undiagnosed at that time.