That last girl just took it out of Me

Second problem is that I'd already given up at this point. A potent combination of the way I was treated by authorities throughout school., several medical conditions I have, and a pop culture and feminism convinced me no woman would ever want a thing to do with me.

Third problem was that I had this odd attitude about being a teenager, but that's not as relevant.

So I sent some anonymous love letters. Next thing you know Everyone finds out, because I'm not as clever as I thought I was and I ruin my relationship with her and my friend. Which was one of the things I was really afraid of.

It also put my already low self esteem down for the count.

You and I a pretty similar

Or were I should say

I fell into this funk of depression that lasted through college, made that impossible, and folowed me for years.

It was damn near ten years before I started dating again.

I'm Not depressed though

Good for you.

It was that bad? It traumatized you?

that's a start.

I have an unpopular attitude to depression

Yeah, keep in mind. I was suffering under a host of medical conditions, both physical and mental. Many of which were undiagnosed at that time.

Yeah I get you

lel I remember having depression. I was on Concerta (High Strength Ritalin) at the time and I tried to kill myself like 3 times

Looked her up on facebook a couple years back. She married a pastor, went full tradwife, and has five kids.

That's rough.

Ritalin is cancer, if any of you have kids, never, I repeat, never fall for the ADHD ritalin meme

Oh I know

Fuck thay

Ritalin sucks

A boy is just a defective girl so trurn them into little zombies so the teacher can have a stress free day.

Jesus, what pulled you guys out of it? I was depressed after my boyfriend died but I got a lot of counseling. My mom didn't want me on medication so I didn't take any.

I have a weird thing where I hate myself but I'm not bothered by it

Getting a steady job for the first time in my life helped a lot.

Lol

Not that sounds exactly like me at that age seatoast.

I gave up on Methylphenidate Hydrochloride after I finished highschool, I stopped being a commie, started respecting my family, and went full fash. now I'm the happiest I've felt in years

Redpill saved your life

How? How do you hate yourself but are ok with it? I don't understand.

I don't know

How old are you Anemic?

21

I refuse to allow myself to wallow

Ay

My nigga

fug

You're all still kids. Wow.

Well if he's like me in that way. It's likely that he has self loathing, but thinks that he's right instead of arguing with himself.