Message from @Sir Harndes
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Bro for the life of me I do not understand quantum numbers or the SPDF bullshit
And psychs were originally my go to, but got roped into a bad crown
Crowd
For her yes for me was the second time
But I used to do acid a lot when I was like 18 19
Blotters or windowpanes? Or were you lucky enough for a vial? Lol
Mmm tans and the gels
Tabs
Ooooh
No vials tho
I’ve only heard horror stories about people spilling that shit and tripping for dayyss
Old gf of mine did a 10 strip and was lit for 4 days
Only after 1 month of my uncle's death he had a funeral
Each day I get more and more sad
Im just venting
I really cant see the good side of things
King I’m sorry for your loss, a death in the family is never easy, how’ve you been coping?
@Sir Harndes We're here for you
@Piv not well
3 months ago a cousin of mine commited suicide
Jesus, you been able to get some time to recoup recently? That’s got to have been rough with both of those happening so close
Jesus fucking christ, don't do the same please
You've got one life man, don't throw it away, there are so many people out there that love and care about you. Love and care about yourself, despite stupid mistakes we make and this retarded clown world we live in. Keep your chin up, I'm devastated to hear about your cousin.
Find the joy in little things
@Sir Harndes I'm sorry that happened. That's not easy to deal with at all, just know that were here for you
I ain't getting deep in this subject, but its not easy to find joy in little things, take care of yourself and dont throw it away. Dont want to sound like a cunt, but its easy to say that when you're feeling good and in a good position (not assuming you are, just generally speaking). Guess what? Im not. Have to wake up everyday to have to feel a tremendous amount of anxiety a sadness fucking sucks. Life is not beautiful as everyone tells me, at least not mine. If people think their life is great, I dont care, it ain't making my life better.
Same goes for suicide. "Don't kill yourself. You'll just make the life of your family and friends more difficult". Great, now I have to keep living and suffering just for the sake of others to know that im not dead.
Try to find 3 things no matter how small and tell me about them
3 things that make you happy
Sorry, I still offer my condolences and I hope you feel better, for whatever that’s worth, stay strong
You can’t boog if your dead remember that
i am a kind of tired sleep cannot fix
What's going on chief?
thats one hell of a question
Well then I expect one helluva answer
Cant help if I dont have at least a slight idea of whats up
thats a question ill probably answer another time, for now i will continue listening to music that gives me the same feeling that sleeping on a mattress without sheets does
Aight, but know you can reach out to me whenever
i appreciate it king
Anytime. Now go and do some self care if you dont have any responsibilities to get to. If you do, crush those, then take time for yourself
My criminal case got somewhat resolved today which was good