And im here

I was invited by a certain edgy

Yee

Just to make sure we are on the same page, Hawaiian luaus sound pretty good right now?

Or are we a bunch of shitposters all congregated in one place?

Ahh fair dos

Got it. Just double checking Haha. Making sure I filter what I say to fit the audience lulz

Insomniac dealing with withdrawals from breaking away from a cocaine addiction. Should be asleep right now but mind is racing and can't get it to shut down

For sure. Nothing is secure anymore besides maybe a privately run IRC client

Server*

Yeah. Got stiffed by my supplier a few days ago, used to prepay for my shipment but this time never came through. So my body isn't very happy with me

All good 😂

But perfect motivation to get and stay clean. And that's essentially what I'm doing, just not by my own doing Haha. I was most of my people go to guy so won't have to worry about being around it

About 6 months of it pretty steady, about an oz sold a month ish

It be like that

Damn lol

XD

Oof. But it's what happens when you step on toes

I actually had done something similar, but it was with a different thing

Story isn't technically illegal thanks to a few legal loopholes involving religion

So im a decent enough chemist, and I would create my own DMT, roughly a half ounce at a time because shit is very potent. There was one other guy that maybe made an eight ball every couple weeks or so, and I caught wind of it and basically offered a proposition: to save the hassle of making just a little bit for yourself and going through the wait, I'll just trade you what you usually create in exchange for your reagents, it'll keep my process moving and you'll still have the same product, as my method produced twice as much per unit but took much longer. Happily obliged and still to this day, despite my stopping after my apartment burned down due to something completely unrelated, dude still does not make any more to this day, and it's been about 8 or 9 months now.

Now mind you, I'm a pagan spiritualist, and DMT is my method of meditation when I'm wanting to connect with the gods, thus as long as I'm not making it to sell, and only sharing with those to partake, it is fully protected by my first amendment rights.

Depends on what part? Lol I know mainly acid base reactions and chemical extractions from plants thanks to my time spent studying

And psychs were originally my go to, but got roped into a bad crown

Crowd

Blotters or windowpanes? Or were you lucky enough for a vial? Lol

Ooooh

Right on. And trust me, DMT with have everything change in a matter of seconds. Was a bit stoned a few months back and went a bit overzealous on a hit, roughly a quarter gram (only need .05 to trip) and after about a minute everything around me just melted out of existence so quickly, my body purged all the negative energy out of me and I sat crying next to the toilet seeing the most beautiful deities in existence communicating with me about the creation of the universe and I still cannot comprehend it to this day

It's well worth it for the experience. It tastes like shit and you never want to know what is used in the extraction, plus it hurts your lungs, but it's beautiful what it can show you

Molly is definitely fun, but I was a stupid kid and mixed with things I shouldn't have and it about caused a heart attack

Nice, I've got some gels im gonna be getting from an old roommate that loves psychs as much as I do. Once im fully transitioned into this new job im going in for the interview tomorrow, will definitely be enjoying it on a day off.

Micro dose (1-3 tabs) is nice for group settings, anything more is best done alone or with one other person

Set and setting are key

Same here. You just read their vibes so much more

I don't run into that in all honesty, I prefer being on a higher level, as I am more used to the experience and have had the infamous ego death happen (first time on 3 I genuinely saw myself die when I flashed back to the moment I dropped and just saw myself lying there dead, caused me and a buddy to walk 3 miles in the rain back to where we started the trip lol) so it helps me because it gives those around me the feeling of safety in that they're not going to actually die, as I've survived more and I'm still stable enough to function on higher doses. If im with rookies, I go for 3 and only give them 1 unless they're comfortable and ready

It's where your mind separates from the concept of self

It's different for everyone. It's when you realize that everything is part of the greater whole and as life begins it will end all the same and continue on within a cycle

Least that's how I interpret it

Ooooh. See my first trip was more of a fun jaunt through something akin to the Vegas strip. Everything was lit up and gorgeous. Saw amazing sights and then went home and relaxed and watched everything move and twist and swirl

But I went in not knowing what to expect at all

I bet lol

Ouch

I was trip sitting a big group one time, had about two first timers and three that had their feet wet so to speak. I decided to do 5 that night and needless to say that's my limit for being a guide. Had one that went very very south and relapsed on self harming (was unaware of anything that was going on in that regard prior as it was a long while since they did that last) and it took about 3 hours, some cool visuals on the tv, and some cleaning up to get everyone back into a good state of mind.

First trip, walked 8 hours all around my town clutching onto a cup of water as if it were nectar of ambrosia and was being guided by my older brothers through a magical wonderland of lights and colors

8pm until like 4am

Oh yeah, plus downtown has so many lights and pretty historic architecture

A few red brick roads even.

For sure

Night trips are for friends. Days are for relaxation and inspection or gaming

I get paranoid in public if I don't have a sober with me

Or someone on a lower level that cam hold their own

Last time I soloed in public was on two tabs, started coming up after leaving my in laws place and walked about 3 or 4 miles to my apartment and about quarter mile from my place someone was pulled over and saw police lights everywhere for the rest of the walk

Last bit took about half an hour bc went down side roads and shit

Music helps big time, so my muttering to myself looked like I was jamming

For sure lol. Plus people are less likely to bother you

Long as you're in a decent neighborhood

Big oof

It be like that

Yeah, new stimulus on top of bad trip is not best idea until you talk yourself out of it

I've gotta get someone to work in 3 hours. Then interview in 6

Midwest here lol

It's like 3am here

Caffeine is gonna be a close friend today. And oh yeah.

Im a Hoosier through and through. Lived in PA as a baby, but moved back at like age 2

Feel free to take all of it from here

One day it's 50 and sunny, the next it's frozen and 10

Right now it's high 20s and we've got snow

Lucky lol. My body hates the cold. Hurts my bad knee and my teeth

It's not hot here until we get the 100+ in summer

And ye, blew out ligaments with a roll of carpet back when I worked at Lowe's

Yup

Ouch. Parkour was the teeth. Mistimed a jump

Chipped quite a few of them

Catching up on coursework

Yourself?

Art is always fun. Debating doing another cover song here soon if my buddy has his setup ready yet

Im a vocalist. Used to do karaoke shows at local bar on Thursday nights, but my work schedule doesn't allow it

That's why I'm hoping I get this new job. $3/hr minimum pay raise on top of more manageable schedule and hopefully more normalized shifts, right now I can work anywhere from noon until 3am

The joy's of fast food work

Took me three weeks of calling in for sleep deprivation for morning shifts to be taken off my schedule

Went from closing on a 10 hour shift one day to opening the next like 5 hours later

Im not paid enough to sac my health. And I told the boss that

Never had those only because my work life and home life have a big divide

Except for when I ran a dollar general

Then I was at work more than home

Never again on that. Burger King, Kmart, School, and IT internship

Lived off of mega NOS and BK until got put in the nuthouse for an attempted hanging

But like 3 weeks of only an hour of sleep a day will do that to anyone

Weekends I spent in a toxic relationship lol

But at 17 was making more than a lot of adults

On that note. Have a good night kings. Rest easy

Yee

Running on an hour of sleep but I'm functioning

Uptime energy, protein bars, and good diet can substitute for sleep at times without me running the risk of heart attack. Im trying to cut back on a lot of the artificial

Yeah. I used to live off N0S and Stackers

It's why I haven't let my roommates dogs out yet.

If we are on the subject of magick. Look into the people that actually wrote the original script of the bible

Might put you towards the answers on that one

Woot made it to 42 hours 0 sleep

Finally off work. Nothing productive got done because I've been trying to get my body to shut down

I've eaten to keep body functioning

Complex carbs and lots of good vitamins and lean protein

Been drinking Gatorade at work. It helps big time