Valid

Story isn't technically illegal thanks to a few legal loopholes involving religion

God is good LMFAO

@INNYGMATYK jesus man.

@Deadbeat Radio it be like that lmao

So im a decent enough chemist, and I would create my own DMT, roughly a half ounce at a time because shit is very potent. There was one other guy that maybe made an eight ball every couple weeks or so, and I caught wind of it and basically offered a proposition: to save the hassle of making just a little bit for yourself and going through the wait, I'll just trade you what you usually create in exchange for your reagents, it'll keep my process moving and you'll still have the same product, as my method produced twice as much per unit but took much longer. Happily obliged and still to this day, despite my stopping after my apartment burned down due to something completely unrelated, dude still does not make any more to this day, and it's been about 8 or 9 months now.

Now mind you, I'm a pagan spiritualist, and DMT is my method of meditation when I'm wanting to connect with the gods, thus as long as I'm not making it to sell, and only sharing with those to partake, it is fully protected by my first amendment rights.

I feel that.

@AzraelLucius can you help with my chemistry class m8

DMT is a trip to me, and I don't necessarily want to repeat an entire conversation we've managed to have on this server like, 4 times these past 2 weeks lmao

But basically, Psychs are alright. Chems are okayish but they're not great. And the **hard shit** is best laid aside.

I do fuck with quite a bit of acid and fungus though

My chick and I just did whirring last weekend lol

*shrooms

Depends on what part? Lol I know mainly acid base reactions and chemical extractions from plants thanks to my time spent studying

@RedDiesel95 first time or?

Bro for the life of me I do not understand quantum numbers or the SPDF bullshit

And psychs were originally my go to, but got roped into a bad crown

Crowd

For her yes for me was the second time

But I used to do acid a lot when I was like 18 19

Blotters or windowpanes? Or were you lucky enough for a vial? Lol

Mmm tans and the gels

Tabs

Ooooh

No vials tho

I’ve only heard horror stories about people spilling that shit and tripping for dayyss

Old gf of mine did a 10 strip and was lit for 4 days

Only after 1 month of my uncle's death he had a funeral

Each day I get more and more sad

Im just venting

I really cant see the good side of things

King I’m sorry for your loss, a death in the family is never easy, how’ve you been coping?

@Sir Harndes We're here for you

@Piv not well

3 months ago a cousin of mine commited suicide

@CPL Henry.L[3SFG] thanks king

Jesus, you been able to get some time to recoup recently? That’s got to have been rough with both of those happening so close

Jesus fucking christ, don't do the same please

You've got one life man, don't throw it away, there are so many people out there that love and care about you. Love and care about yourself, despite stupid mistakes we make and this retarded clown world we live in. Keep your chin up, I'm devastated to hear about your cousin.

Find the joy in little things

@Sir Harndes I'm sorry that happened. That's not easy to deal with at all, just know that were here for you

I ain't getting deep in this subject, but its not easy to find joy in little things, take care of yourself and dont throw it away. Dont want to sound like a cunt, but its easy to say that when you're feeling good and in a good position (not assuming you are, just generally speaking). Guess what? Im not. Have to wake up everyday to have to feel a tremendous amount of anxiety a sadness fucking sucks. Life is not beautiful as everyone tells me, at least not mine. If people think their life is great, I dont care, it ain't making my life better.
Same goes for suicide. "Don't kill yourself. You'll just make the life of your family and friends more difficult". Great, now I have to keep living and suffering just for the sake of others to know that im not dead.