Angry, lonely, anxious, and depressed

I don't know what to do

Usually I don't talk about this stuff

Anything causing them in particular king? Or you start feeling them out of the blue?

Out of the blue. It's combined with the stress of leaving school to go look for a big boy job, and being single/alone with nobody to talk about my feelings with. This feeling of unease, sadness and overall shit just popped out of the blue though

Could be dietary, I have no idea

Honestly the only thing that keeps me going and brings me up are friends that make me genuinely laugh.

Thats good bro

You have a place to go to be yourself and thats important. Lots of people dont have that

It's kind of hard to explain, but even when I'm sitting down I'm constantly having situational anxiety about where I am and I can't sit still

Idk what I'm saying

You dont have to know man just let it out

Sometimes it just needs to come out for you to make sense of it and that's what this is for

Dont be ashamed or discouraged, king. Articulating thoughts and feelings isnt an easy task, and text makes it twice as hard

You're right. I just want to feel like my normal self again. Thanks for the support. I'll check back in if I feel normal again.

My anxiety is out of control and I can't sleep

Record company finally go back, they want to start super soon and have an ass ton of requirements

So that's good but I'm anxious about the effort level

And the time

I have 3 other projects right now and two more starting soon

Pwave is launching soon

First rehearsal with my new church band was a ton of work and very taxing

Corona

People contacting me asking about my plans

Asking me and my boys to come help them when shtf

I'm busy as fuck, have a producer from Nashville coming up tomorrow to work

And I have three hockey games this weekend

I feel like I'm losing my mind and I can't sleep

I'm worried I'm going to fuck myself out of all these good gigs and thousands of dollars worth of projects, table value between now and end of April is like 10k and I'm not sure how to handle that

First rehearsal was hard and I'm worried I'll be viewed poorly

Fuck

I didn't make time to go to the gym but once this week and I'm definitely feeling it

Fuck

*fuck*

@Bard its completely normal

I had the same shit

Panic attacks n all

You feel clueless of what you're going to do, right?

You'll figure it out sooner or later

@Bodark Actual I see

Try to find some support from family and friends