Message from @Ramrod1992
Discord ID: 687310102109487114
Dumped out a bunch of sodas
Yeah, I was there, but I was scared and it went by quickly
Oof
Talking with friends makes it better
Bought a new battery for my phone
It fucking stoped working 6 hours after purchase
Damn corona people. I want my fucking money back
Can't trust the chinks
Lol
I have been fighting the worst feelings the past 2 days
I feel totally restless, constant negative thoughts, and I don't know what's going on
Only got 4 hours of sleep last night and woke up feeling totally off
Angry, lonely, anxious, and depressed
I don't know what to do
Usually I don't talk about this stuff
Anything causing them in particular king? Or you start feeling them out of the blue?
Out of the blue. It's combined with the stress of leaving school to go look for a big boy job, and being single/alone with nobody to talk about my feelings with. This feeling of unease, sadness and overall shit just popped out of the blue though
Could be dietary, I have no idea
Honestly the only thing that keeps me going and brings me up are friends that make me genuinely laugh.
Thats good bro
It's kind of hard to explain, but even when I'm sitting down I'm constantly having situational anxiety about where I am and I can't sit still
Idk what I'm saying
You dont have to know man just let it out
Sometimes it just needs to come out for you to make sense of it and that's what this is for
Dont be ashamed or discouraged, king. Articulating thoughts and feelings isnt an easy task, and text makes it twice as hard
You're right. I just want to feel like my normal self again. Thanks for the support. I'll check back in if I feel normal again.
My anxiety is out of control and I can't sleep
Record company finally go back, they want to start super soon and have an ass ton of requirements
So that's good but I'm anxious about the effort level
And the time
I have 3 other projects right now and two more starting soon
Pwave is launching soon
First rehearsal with my new church band was a ton of work and very taxing
Corona
People contacting me asking about my plans
Asking me and my boys to come help them when shtf
I'm busy as fuck, have a producer from Nashville coming up tomorrow to work
And I have three hockey games this weekend
I feel like I'm losing my mind and I can't sleep
I'm worried I'm going to fuck myself out of all these good gigs and thousands of dollars worth of projects, table value between now and end of April is like 10k and I'm not sure how to handle that