Ah. I understand

But im really pissed off and sad lately

Same

@Sir Harndes I'm sorry to hear that happened to your mother. That guy deserves his comeuppance

Jesus christ somebody grab the rope

Hog tie his ass and drag him around town face down

@jecc13 thnx

@Bard bet I would if I could

Without a doubt

I need to vent

Im dronk, so i vent more easily

I’m still at work but go ahead bro

I wish I wa happier

Was

I really cant see the good side of things

I want to believe in god and an higher meaning

But everything points theres is none

I wish my grandfather

My cousin who commited suicide last christmas

And my uncle who died of a heart attack almost 2 months ago

I cant get around it

Im duunnnk, so i may not sound reasonable

Damn dude that’s a lot to go thru.

And my mother got sexually abused today

It’s easy to lose sight of the good in the world

And im an expat who lives in a shitty country

Fuck man

I want to die

But i dont at the same time

No no

Your country need you

I deal with depression myself I know that it gets hard at times.

You do everything right and still feel mine shit 24/7

What is 24 7

Twenty four seven

Like all the time

24 hours a day seven days a week

Oooh

Oooooooook

Yeah

Got depression too