Message from @RedDiesel95

Discord ID: 688155402680008760


2020-03-13 22:37:00 UTC  

I need to vent

2020-03-13 22:37:41 UTC  

Im dronk, so i vent more easily

2020-03-13 22:37:45 UTC  

I’m still at work but go ahead bro

2020-03-13 22:38:39 UTC  

I wish I wa happier

2020-03-13 22:38:43 UTC  

Was

2020-03-13 22:38:58 UTC  

I really cant see the good side of things

2020-03-13 22:39:17 UTC  

I want to believe in god and an higher meaning

2020-03-13 22:39:37 UTC  

But everything points theres is none

2020-03-13 22:39:42 UTC  

I wish my grandfather

2020-03-13 22:39:54 UTC  

My cousin who commited suicide last christmas

2020-03-13 22:40:13 UTC  

And my uncle who died of a heart attack almost 2 months ago

2020-03-13 22:40:35 UTC  

I cant get around it

2020-03-13 22:40:54 UTC  

Im duunnnk, so i may not sound reasonable

2020-03-13 22:41:26 UTC  

Damn dude that’s a lot to go thru.

2020-03-13 22:41:48 UTC  

And my mother got sexually abused today

2020-03-13 22:41:59 UTC  

It’s easy to lose sight of the good in the world

2020-03-13 22:42:02 UTC  

And im an expat who lives in a shitty country

2020-03-13 22:42:04 UTC  

Fuck man

2020-03-13 22:43:33 UTC  

I want to die

2020-03-13 22:43:46 UTC  

But i dont at the same time

2020-03-13 22:43:53 UTC  

No no

2020-03-13 22:44:00 UTC  

Your country need you

2020-03-13 22:45:34 UTC  

I deal with depression myself I know that it gets hard at times.

2020-03-13 22:45:59 UTC  

You do everything right and still feel mine shit 24/7

2020-03-13 22:46:22 UTC  

What is 24 7

2020-03-13 22:46:38 UTC  

Twenty four seven

2020-03-13 22:46:42 UTC  

Like all the time

2020-03-13 22:46:48 UTC  

24 hours a day seven days a week

2020-03-13 22:47:07 UTC  

Oooh

2020-03-13 22:47:24 UTC  

Oooooooook

2020-03-13 22:47:44 UTC  

Yeah

2020-03-13 22:47:44 UTC  

Got depression too

2020-03-13 22:47:46 UTC  

4 years since

2020-03-13 22:47:52 UTC  

You can switch it up on em and say 25/7

2020-03-13 22:48:13 UTC  

13/52

2020-03-13 22:48:13 UTC  

It’s fucked man

2020-03-13 22:48:20 UTC  

17/28

2020-03-13 22:48:23 UTC  

38

2020-03-13 22:49:53 UTC  

Meme culture has helped me ALOT

2020-03-13 22:50:16 UTC  

Lmao I seen that🤣🤣

2020-03-13 22:50:29 UTC  

✊ 💦 😋