Message from @RUSE
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>fugged up my chances with girl
>Really nice
>9/10
>Mfw
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>be me
>find a girl who is my exact type, cute, and has very compatible interests/personality/music taste to me
>literally the perfect 1/10000000000 girl
>mrw she comes out as lesbian
If she looks like a female version of you, she probably is.
what
that statement makes no sense to me but okay
Female*
That ending gets me every time.
see ya later space cowboy
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ever miss anybody real bad, even if they were a shitty human being
asking for a friend.
I miss a lot of people
I miss how I used to be
Here's a more recent one
>be driving back home from walm
>reach train tracks
>train warning lights start up
>at a point where if i hit the breaks the car will stop on track
>if i hit breaks I'll either get hit by train or pull a quick ass reverse and risk hitting any car behind me
>no choice but to run the track as train is far enough away to where if i speed up I'll make it
>make it over
>still not the near deatj experience needed to give me a new will to live
I don't really have a will to live, but I know I probably won't be able to die anytime soon so I just accept it
can't wait until i graduate school and get a super shitty final exam result so i have an excuse to jump off a building
The problem with the fact that I'm gifted (the government's cuck buzzword for the smart kids) is the fact that I realised that life would be shit when I was like 6
There was a friend of my good friend(since I was 13), this guy killed himself two years ago.
And I've never seen my friend being like that
He was destroyed. Fell into severe depression.
And I used to tell him about how I want to kill myself
As a joke
I never say that to him now, and from the time to time, when I feel like I don't deserve everything that is given to me or some bullshit like that
I remember the conversation with him
How it took 3 days to find the guys body
And that 3 days were a living nightmare for him
And I just keep thinking
I can't do that to people I love
We're friend since I was 13, we shared the same dream. He always tell me how lucky he is for have a friend like me
And I feel the same, sometimes I don't deserve him as a friend
So my point is
Later I found out many people feels the same
They don't really have a interest in life or at least they just say that
But they can't hurt other people by choosing selfish way out
i completely understand that
i remember seeing something how like suicide is like an IED, it completely destroys the ones closest to you (e.g. close friends, family)