Message from @jeFF
Discord ID: 553741399267344384
i almost kill my self over the summer
just felt done with everything and everyone
only really didn't it because I felt it wasn't worth doing it cause I was so just down I had no motivation for anything, even ending it
I know that feel
No motivation, inspiration, doing the daily routine wondering when it's gonna end
You gotta break the cycle
I did break the cycle
actually doing pretty well currently
Nice
Same situation
Stuck at a job a I hated for 2.5 years
Felt like I was going nowhere
Turned intp a doomer
Decided I wanted to do something different
Became a truck driver and now I'm doing what I love
I'm at peace with my life now, I'm truly a happy soul
a couple days after I was really thinking about it, some of the people i would hang out with at school texted me and invited me to a groupchat
and then like the next week we all hung out and had a great time.
Group chats are the best
This group chat is all I really have in terms of being social while driving over the road
oof
But I mostly have my mind on the job
Laser focused on driving and planning
And the good ass money helps
ppf
i kind wish that the group didn't fall apart
Also not alot of women out here
Trying to use tinder state to state
that friend group had two chicks in it
one of them I am still really good friends with
Hit bars and occasionally do stuff with local chicks
oof
the girl I'm still friends with always has her bf with her and he always hangs out with us
he's kind of annoying occasionally but over all he is ok I guess
Sorry to hear about your friend group fam
When through a similar thing a while ago
Me at a rainy oregon truck stop at 3 am
