Message from @Higura

Discord ID: 571420581900320808


2019-04-26 19:12:51 UTC  

This sort of nostalgia feels like it's so far in the past, despite only being 7 years ago

2019-04-26 19:12:59 UTC  

Makes me sad tbh

2019-04-26 19:28:31 UTC  

>Despite only being 7 years ago

2019-04-26 19:28:41 UTC  

Bitch 7 years is half of my life.

2019-04-26 19:31:20 UTC  

7 years ago, i was like 16

2019-04-26 19:32:12 UTC  

Remember how on Xbox, you hear your buddies go like "See ya tomorrow?"

2019-04-26 19:32:18 UTC  

And they never came back?

2019-04-26 19:36:00 UTC  

Yeah, that shit kills me.

2019-04-26 19:36:18 UTC  

rip my halo buddies

2019-04-26 19:36:25 UTC  

<:Wojak:465443000294703104>

2019-04-26 19:36:49 UTC  

I had a pretty sad feel like two months ago, actually

2019-04-26 19:36:55 UTC  

Related to this sorta thing

2019-04-26 19:37:21 UTC  

I was installing games for windows live so I could properly run Lost planet 2 on my PC

2019-04-26 19:37:36 UTC  

And it was connected to my xbox account

2019-04-26 19:38:48 UTC  

>log in
>one new friend invite
>it's from my mom
>she died back in 2014
>had bought me an xbox so we could play together while she was hospitalized
>never got to play together
>last online 4 years ago

2019-04-26 19:39:24 UTC  

I just hadn't played the xbox since before she died, because I just never had time

2019-04-26 19:39:47 UTC  

And it made me feel like shit, because her and I were never really on good terms

2019-04-26 19:40:40 UTC  

She at least made attempts to reconcile our shitty relationship, but I feel awful that I didn't visit her as often as I should have.

2019-04-26 19:41:23 UTC  

I was doing 50+ hour work weeks to support myself and just worked all of the time. Didn't have time for anything else.

2019-04-26 19:41:59 UTC  

... Sorry niggers, I guess that kinda went off topic. It just eats at me, I guess

2019-04-26 19:44:48 UTC  

Between her and my grandpa, I never had any other family, so once they both died; I am pretty sure it affected me deeper than I could've ever understood.

2019-04-26 19:46:19 UTC  

I don't blame you.

2019-04-26 19:46:29 UTC  

That video gave me feels tbh.

2019-04-26 19:46:35 UTC  

All the friends I had,

2019-04-26 19:46:47 UTC  

all the friends I could have gotten,

2019-04-26 19:46:55 UTC  

All the people I could have bonded with

2019-04-26 19:47:05 UTC  

Through my arrogance and ignorance,

2019-04-26 19:47:14 UTC  

I was left with no one.

2019-04-26 19:47:27 UTC  

I was a dick most of the time.

2019-04-26 19:47:55 UTC  

Nigger you are 14 years old.

2019-04-26 19:48:20 UTC  

Don't piss away your youth

2019-04-26 19:53:15 UTC  

Yeah, but I just think that I could have been a nicer person.

2019-04-26 21:16:07 UTC  

Christ

2019-04-26 21:16:15 UTC  

Yeah, don't be like me

2019-04-26 21:16:50 UTC  

I'm 23, I always burned bridges when I was younger. Hardly ever was a good person, only had a very small circle of friends and only just recently got on good terms with my family after I enlisted.

2019-04-26 21:17:42 UTC  

I feel the Army made me a better person than I was before, but it also broke me after Afghanistan.

2019-04-27 02:24:55 UTC  

<:Wojak:465443000294703104>

2019-04-27 02:27:03 UTC  

All we wanted to do was play video games