I was installing games for windows live so I could properly run Lost planet 2 on my PC

And it was connected to my xbox account

>log in
>one new friend invite
>it's from my mom
>she died back in 2014
>had bought me an xbox so we could play together while she was hospitalized
>never got to play together
>last online 4 years ago

I just hadn't played the xbox since before she died, because I just never had time

And it made me feel like shit, because her and I were never really on good terms

She at least made attempts to reconcile our shitty relationship, but I feel awful that I didn't visit her as often as I should have.

I was doing 50+ hour work weeks to support myself and just worked all of the time. Didn't have time for anything else.

... Sorry niggers, I guess that kinda went off topic. It just eats at me, I guess

Between her and my grandpa, I never had any other family, so once they both died; I am pretty sure it affected me deeper than I could've ever understood.

I don't blame you.

That video gave me feels tbh.

All the friends I had,

all the friends I could have gotten,

All the people I could have bonded with

Through my arrogance and ignorance,

I was left with no one.

I was a dick most of the time.

Nigger you are 14 years old.

Don't piss away your youth

Yeah, but I just think that I could have been a nicer person.

Christ

Yeah, don't be like me

I'm 23, I always burned bridges when I was younger. Hardly ever was a good person, only had a very small circle of friends and only just recently got on good terms with my family after I enlisted.

I feel the Army made me a better person than I was before, but it also broke me after Afghanistan.

https://twitter.com/dogepoesting/status/1119993597317853189

<:Wojak:465443000294703104>

All we wanted to do was play video games

I remember playing Minecraft with my best friend in like fifth grade and middle school

When we first found diamonds we lost it and started screaming

When we were in eighth grade we made two pans of brownies and had our group over to sit in the basement and play Boulder's Gate on Xbox 360 over the summer

It was so hot out but the basement was so cold

Now we are all going to be seniors next year <:Wojak:465443000294703104>

Two years ago one of our friends moved to Florida and his parents are keeping him hostage there, he rarely gets to come see us

Really good friend in the group moved way out from where we lived, albeit still in the state

This will be truly the last summer we will ever spend together

Not until we are all out of college

Fuck dude

>parents are keeping him hostage there

Explain.

For me, Jamal.

His parents are super protective