Message from @Higura
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I get that shit sometimes too. I've found that it pays to keep an eye on your thought patterns. You'll likely have a particular kind of pattern prior to/during an attack. If you can identify that prior to one you can usually pre-empt it and stop it from happening. What works for me is doing something where i'm not going to be thinking, and just trying to blank out that pattern before it has a chance to get ingrained. If that doesn't work: during one I focus on trying to keep my heart rate down while trying to override the pattern with a different one.
Dogs are very expressive creatures
Did she buy it
Yes
Kill her
....
Okay
that feel weh nyou meet someone so nice and kind that you fall for them, only to find out they were straight, but now has confusing feelings due to our friendship and now I might have a chance? But I wont force it
Dude its 2019, just identify as the gender they're attracted to
Go for it
What's the worst that can happen
I had a dream about my grandpa
Haven't seen him in like 14 years, so it sucks. I mean, nice dream, I guess. I was being indecisive about a gift for someone and we went shopping for one. Was surprisingly detailed. Like, I was back on his farm and we hopped in the old truck and drove into town. Chatting the whole while.
Kind of a sad feel, now that I'm awake, but also a good feel, I guess
Did he pass away?
What did you guys talk about
Anything specific or just about the gift
What gift
My grandpa died back in 2008. As for what we talked about, it's all hazy and shit now that I am awake. I remember us talking about maps or his property or something, but beyond that idk.
And no, I woke up before we got into town.
But it was nice to see him again. I don't have any pictures. .. and by 'see' more of a vague shape, but distinctly 'him, if that makes sense
Aww
I think it's sweet that you got to experience that
Damn
Yeah. I don't have any living relatives, and it's often my grandpa being the main reason I haven't given up on life. If I was a spiritual person, I'd probably suspect him coming to reassure me or something.
Well my granny lived with us for about 12 years
And didn't even pay a single visit
Damn I miss the old lady
Damn dude.
Well she died shorted after my visit so
I'd like to think that she was waiting for me
I was in the military and when right away to see her
Used my vacation and everything
I don't know, but like, do you feel like she hasn't had a reason to visit? Or idk how ghosts and shit works
Maybe because I don't believe in ghosts and whatnots
So there's no reason to see her again
But it'd be sweet ngl
That's fair.
In my case, I never really got to say goodbye to him, or my mom. She came and took me from him, and I was convinced I'd go back to see him. But nope, nothing but a letter in the mail about him passing away.
It's always a great deal of anger how the state both sent me a letter and also took possession of all his belongings/property, like their claim was that I wasn't related and he didn't have a will, but still send me a letter saying he's dead. Pretty fucked up.
She bought me this synthetic leather jacket when I hit 19