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Maybe
I smelt it several times in my life, from my grandmother, or when I briefly worked at the local ER.
Well what, does your mom have the scent now or something?
Last week I'm massaging her body, I smelt the same scent from her
Actually I'm not gonna make a joke out of that.
So does she shower?
Of course
She takes shower
Well then I guess it's not from not showering.
I've been accepted that the fact my mother won't be better again, she can't be. I know it, my father knows it(he told me), and even my mom knows it. There's no "getting good again" and all we can do is to do our best to make sure she won't gets worse.
What happened to her?
She's diabetic
Severe diabetic
Ouch.
A step before her limbs starts to rot and fall off
Her nerves are dying, she's in this constant pain
You sure this is diabetes?
She can't digest anything but rices and few selections of veggies
Dude I've been to hospital with her
Too many times
So that's why they hack off people toes and shit?
Because they get necrosis and fall off?
Yes
Lol rip that black guy my mom knew
Her nerve system is slowing dying off
And her limbs WILL starts dying too
From the farthest
And she's in this "can't eat meat but desperately needs proteins" state and she can't even eat beans
No protein pills?
My condolences Corinthian, I wish your mother didn’t have to go through that
^
Thanks
The reason I'm telling you this is because
Idk how I feel about this whole thing
I used to feel sad about her
But now I don't
I don't feel bad for her
Why not?
Maybe because I'm used to this, maybe because I'm a piece of shit, maybe because I accepted the fact she won't be better again
Maybe all things above.