She takes shower

Well then I guess it's not from not showering.

I've been accepted that the fact my mother won't be better again, she can't be. I know it, my father knows it(he told me), and even my mom knows it. There's no "getting good again" and all we can do is to do our best to make sure she won't gets worse.

What happened to her?

She's diabetic

Severe diabetic

Ouch.

A step before her limbs starts to rot and fall off

Her nerves are dying, she's in this constant pain

You sure this is diabetes?

She can't digest anything but rices and few selections of veggies

Dude I've been to hospital with her

Too many times

Aight.

So that's why they hack off people toes and shit?

Because they get necrosis and fall off?

Yes

Lol rip that black guy my mom knew

Her nerve system is slowing dying off

And her limbs WILL starts dying too

From the farthest

And she's in this "can't eat meat but desperately needs proteins" state and she can't even eat beans

No protein pills?

My condolences Corinthian, I wish your mother didn’t have to go through that

^

Thanks

The reason I'm telling you this is because

Idk how I feel about this whole thing

I used to feel sad about her

But now I don't

I don't feel bad for her

Why not?

Maybe because I'm used to this, maybe because I'm a piece of shit, maybe because I accepted the fact she won't be better again

Maybe all things above.

I'm just confused, my attitude towards her didn't change. I still love my mom, I treat her fairly and help her whenever I'm possible.

But I don't just feel bad about her situation

Idk, maybe because there's no time to feel bad about her.

She's the strongest person that I have ever seen.

She went up 17 story apartment stairs 6 times a day.

Just so she can be in this status.

Absolute Chad mom