Message from @Lord of Depression

Discord ID: 582519404957270016


2019-05-27 10:39:22 UTC  

What happened to her?

2019-05-27 10:39:31 UTC  

She's diabetic

2019-05-27 10:39:56 UTC  

Severe diabetic

2019-05-27 10:40:03 UTC  

Ouch.

2019-05-27 10:40:18 UTC  

A step before her limbs starts to rot and fall off

2019-05-27 10:40:49 UTC  

Her nerves are dying, she's in this constant pain

2019-05-27 10:41:11 UTC  

You sure this is diabetes?

2019-05-27 10:41:14 UTC  

She can't digest anything but rices and few selections of veggies

2019-05-27 10:41:28 UTC  

Dude I've been to hospital with her

2019-05-27 10:41:35 UTC  

Too many times

2019-05-27 10:41:41 UTC  

Aight.

2019-05-27 10:41:55 UTC  

So that's why they hack off people toes and shit?

2019-05-27 10:42:02 UTC  

Because they get necrosis and fall off?

2019-05-27 10:42:06 UTC  

Yes

2019-05-27 10:42:16 UTC  

Lol rip that black guy my mom knew

2019-05-27 10:42:24 UTC  

Her nerve system is slowing dying off

2019-05-27 10:42:43 UTC  

And her limbs WILL starts dying too

2019-05-27 10:42:48 UTC  

From the farthest

2019-05-27 10:43:25 UTC  

And she's in this "can't eat meat but desperately needs proteins" state and she can't even eat beans

2019-05-27 10:44:05 UTC  

No protein pills?

2019-05-27 10:44:08 UTC  

My condolences Corinthian, I wish your mother didn’t have to go through that

2019-05-27 10:44:14 UTC  

^

2019-05-27 10:44:57 UTC  

Thanks

2019-05-27 10:45:12 UTC  

The reason I'm telling you this is because

2019-05-27 10:45:23 UTC  

Idk how I feel about this whole thing

2019-05-27 10:45:29 UTC  

I used to feel sad about her

2019-05-27 10:45:33 UTC  

But now I don't

2019-05-27 10:45:39 UTC  

I don't feel bad for her

2019-05-27 10:45:45 UTC  

Why not?

2019-05-27 10:47:41 UTC  

Maybe because I'm used to this, maybe because I'm a piece of shit, maybe because I accepted the fact she won't be better again

2019-05-27 10:48:01 UTC  

Maybe all things above.

2019-05-27 10:48:55 UTC  

I'm just confused, my attitude towards her didn't change. I still love my mom, I treat her fairly and help her whenever I'm possible.

2019-05-27 10:49:06 UTC  

But I don't just feel bad about her situation

2019-05-27 10:49:44 UTC  

Idk, maybe because there's no time to feel bad about her.

2019-05-27 10:50:28 UTC  

She's the strongest person that I have ever seen.

2019-05-27 10:50:56 UTC  

She went up 17 story apartment stairs 6 times a day.

2019-05-27 10:51:17 UTC  

Just so she can be in this status.

2019-05-27 10:51:26 UTC  

Absolute Chad mom

2019-05-27 10:51:36 UTC  

She can't run but she can take a walk, can drive

2019-05-27 10:52:03 UTC  

So when will the necrosis set in?

2019-05-27 10:52:17 UTC  

Have absolutely no idea