Only our hearts

Not much in feels but neon colors make my autistic brain go apeshit

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6jRiITe5yY

@Dionysus AKA Giegue oof

I still dont know why I go fucking crazy for these maks. It's probably the color and design. Idk why, I'm OCD and I look for perfection in everything but I don't understand why I like these mis-shapen, old masks. I understand the color becuase I have an "Oooohhh shiiinnyy!" type brain but Idk about the imperfection.

Tfw you want to ride your bike but all of a sudden it starts raining it’s ass off<:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

Your in NY too?

No NC

tfw my ex just got engaged to the dude she cheated on me with <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

good, she can fuck up his life then

That's rough bro <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

once that trust is gone it's gone

@Dionysus AKA Giegue I know that feeling about neon colors
Neon colors make my eyes fucking burn and make me grind my teeth.
But since I learned about colory theory, I figured out that it's more so a lack of color harmony that makes neon colors much more easy to look at

i deadass still miss her though. i love my current gf so much but i was friends with my ex for years when we were kids and stuff and she was the first person i truly loved. i would never want to get back with her i just hate that she isnt in my life anymore and i can never go back to how things were before. i lost a childhood friend that day and now it just feels like i lost even more than that somehow

i know the feel

why are women like this <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

because of oxytocin

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you get addicted to that feeling

you might even think it's love but it isn't

Did

love is more like a capacity for sacrifice

the worst part is that the ring she got her fiance to buy is the ring we picked out together

what you're willing to go through

Did he just put a chemical formula

Bro <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140> that's even worse

>ring
Why buy your girl a ring when you can buy her a meat slicer

>just buy her teeth

Or beans

Beans are romantic

Meat slicer, my dude
But in all seriousness, that fucking sucks and is a slap in the face

I'm sorry about that

What a bitch

i'd say it gets better but that would be a lie

you just acclimate to it

is it wrong of me to miss an ex like that while i have a gf? i dont want to be back with her or anything but im just stuck on her and its been well over a year. i dont love her anymore but i think about her alot and i feel guilty like im cheating on my gf with my thoughts

that's why it's a fucked up thing to do to people

Have you talked to your gf about it?

shit is trauma

i couldnt talk to my gf about it it would crush her she loves me so much she would feel like she wasnt doing enough