i deadass still miss her though. i love my current gf so much but i was friends with my ex for years when we were kids and stuff and she was the first person i truly loved. i would never want to get back with her i just hate that she isnt in my life anymore and i can never go back to how things were before. i lost a childhood friend that day and now it just feels like i lost even more than that somehow

i know the feel

why are women like this <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

because of oxytocin

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you get addicted to that feeling

you might even think it's love but it isn't

Did

love is more like a capacity for sacrifice

the worst part is that the ring she got her fiance to buy is the ring we picked out together

what you're willing to go through

Did he just put a chemical formula

Bro <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140> that's even worse

>ring
Why buy your girl a ring when you can buy her a meat slicer

>just buy her teeth

Or beans

Beans are romantic

Meat slicer, my dude
But in all seriousness, that fucking sucks and is a slap in the face

I'm sorry about that

What a bitch

i'd say it gets better but that would be a lie

you just acclimate to it

is it wrong of me to miss an ex like that while i have a gf? i dont want to be back with her or anything but im just stuck on her and its been well over a year. i dont love her anymore but i think about her alot and i feel guilty like im cheating on my gf with my thoughts

that's why it's a fucked up thing to do to people

Have you talked to your gf about it?

shit is trauma

i couldnt talk to my gf about it it would crush her she loves me so much she would feel like she wasnt doing enough

which isnt true at all

the realization that even those closest to you are capable of utter dishonesty

Uh

I think you should talk to her about it?

Yeah

It's clearly a problem

i mean it isnt hurting our relationship and i do love my gf its just something i think about a lot

Talk to her about it

the more you think about it the more you're going to think about it in the future

it isnt love or hate im feeling just loneliness because she was such a good friend for so long

best to interrupt the cycle when it's happening

think of it like exercising your free will

the thing is my current gf and her were like arch enemies when they were younger

and she still hates her