I'm a very upset hoe myself lol

oof

***is that a star of david i see***

***REEEEEEEEEEEEE***

Yes, it is a magen David

I have today and tomorrow off and I need it, thank god

Dont know what the fuck I'm gonna do when I go to work again on Tuesday

Stomach's been such shit lately, the only things I can eat without puking are meat and.. rice

Fug, get well soon fam

I don't know

I think I have a stomach ulcer

I keep getting mouth ulcers lol

If the pain gets worse then get it checked

Can't

No insurance

I sometimes got ulcers in my mouth

haven't had one in years.

Haven't had them anywhere else, yet

Mouth ulcers fucking suck

or kanker sores

or whatver the fuck you call em

I hate em

I get them after eating something super salty or something spicey

so I avoid both

I get them from stress

I had an inflammed gum/mouth ulcer combo for a couple days, after using mouth wash it seems to have gone down, but it's been a minor annoyance

I scratched the shit out of my stomach on Wednesday, I have 26 or 27 scratches. I did it in my sleep, it's a nervous/anxiety tick

Fucking hell

Do you frequently have difficulties with stuff like that in your sleep?

My paranoia/anxiety: you can't just loose 10-15 pounds in a month by eating nothing but chicken and veg, basic cardio, mild weight lifting, and start talking to randos, all within a month just because you held a venomous spider
My new confidence, the last two brain cells i have after binge drinking and weed smoking for almost a year, and sheer boredom

Last week of my diet is tomorrow bois. gonna start running again after last weeks break, here's to hoping i make it to 130-135 by the end of the week

Not that far off. Trick is to make yourself your own god.

@Sleepy depends; I have nightmares and stuff where I end up thrashing myself around in my sleep or kicking stuff
Lately my cat (who helps keep me from having night terrors) has figured out that if he boxes me up against the wall I don't thrash around in my sleep as much

When I was little I used to have problems with sleep walking. At some point child me had reasoned that if I started sleeping with my arm under my pillow that I would hold myself to the bed and stop sleep walking. For whatever reason it seemed to work.

What your cat is doing seems kinds like that same thing, in a way

Thats cute and makes me feel sad

I used to have sleep paralysis when I was a kid... that was interesting...

I had that before

I saw something jump at me

Was freaking the fuck out when I came to

After I moved from my mom's house, I had regular sleep paralysis until I got my kitty