Message from @T-34 Waifu

Discord ID: 610363117209124864


2019-08-12 00:15:54 UTC  

haven't had one in years.

2019-08-12 00:17:02 UTC  

Haven't had them anywhere else, yet

2019-08-12 00:25:19 UTC  

Mouth ulcers fucking suck

2019-08-12 00:25:24 UTC  

or kanker sores

2019-08-12 00:25:28 UTC  

or whatver the fuck you call em

2019-08-12 00:25:29 UTC  

I hate em

2019-08-12 00:25:47 UTC  

I get them after eating something super salty or something spicey

2019-08-12 00:25:50 UTC  

so I avoid both

2019-08-12 00:26:24 UTC  

I get them from stress

2019-08-12 00:27:36 UTC  

I had an inflammed gum/mouth ulcer combo for a couple days, after using mouth wash it seems to have gone down, but it's been a minor annoyance

2019-08-12 00:31:01 UTC  

I scratched the shit out of my stomach on Wednesday, I have 26 or 27 scratches. I did it in my sleep, it's a nervous/anxiety tick

2019-08-12 00:45:58 UTC  

Fucking hell

2019-08-12 02:23:11 UTC  

Do you frequently have difficulties with stuff like that in your sleep?

2019-08-12 02:25:57 UTC  

My paranoia/anxiety: you can't just loose 10-15 pounds in a month by eating nothing but chicken and veg, basic cardio, mild weight lifting, and start talking to randos, all within a month just because you held a venomous spider
My new confidence, the last two brain cells i have after binge drinking and weed smoking for almost a year, and sheer boredom

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/610297895387660299/Capture_2019-08-11-19-21-26.png

2019-08-12 02:27:30 UTC  

Last week of my diet is tomorrow bois. gonna start running again after last weeks break, here's to hoping i make it to 130-135 by the end of the week

2019-08-12 02:27:58 UTC  

Not that far off. Trick is to make yourself your own god.

2019-08-12 02:39:13 UTC  

@Sleepy depends; I have nightmares and stuff where I end up thrashing myself around in my sleep or kicking stuff
Lately my cat (who helps keep me from having night terrors) has figured out that if he boxes me up against the wall I don't thrash around in my sleep as much

2019-08-12 02:59:23 UTC  

When I was little I used to have problems with sleep walking. At some point child me had reasoned that if I started sleeping with my arm under my pillow that I would hold myself to the bed and stop sleep walking. For whatever reason it seemed to work.

2019-08-12 03:00:12 UTC  

What your cat is doing seems kinds like that same thing, in a way

2019-08-12 05:13:38 UTC  

Thats cute and makes me feel sad

2019-08-12 06:45:07 UTC  

I used to have sleep paralysis when I was a kid... that was interesting...

2019-08-12 07:09:47 UTC  

I had that before

2019-08-12 07:09:55 UTC  

I saw something jump at me

2019-08-12 07:10:07 UTC  

Was freaking the fuck out when I came to

2019-08-12 07:32:47 UTC  

After I moved from my mom's house, I had regular sleep paralysis until I got my kitty

2019-08-12 07:33:56 UTC  

I haven't had sleep paralysis since... November 11th

2019-08-12 09:14:41 UTC  

Christ

2019-08-12 09:15:00 UTC  

I haven't had Sleep Paralysis since when I was like 5 or 6

2019-08-12 09:29:11 UTC  

when sleep paralysis was really big back in the day because of all the creepypasta shit, i would only sleep on my bed facing my wall or sometimes even covering my eyes with a blanket because i was so spooked about having sleep paralysis

2019-08-12 09:29:19 UTC  

this was years ago though

2019-08-12 09:34:15 UTC  

I used to do that, sleep with the blankets over my head/face in case I had sleep paralysis so I wouldn't see anything

2019-08-12 09:34:24 UTC  

*That was foolish*

2019-08-12 09:34:42 UTC  

why haha

2019-08-12 09:35:03 UTC  

but your eyes?

2019-08-12 09:35:10 UTC  

In my episodes, my buddy lifts up the blankets and gets into bed with me :^)

2019-08-12 09:36:01 UTC  

No, when I have sleep paralysis. I have a specific "demon" that always appears during it.

Less wholesome than I thought :(

2019-08-12 09:36:33 UTC  

i didn't know they could effect the real enviroment

2019-08-12 09:36:55 UTC  

I thought I was so fucking smart the first time I had sleep paralysis, I thought I was going to be ok because I had my blanket over my face.
Then the fucker climbed into bed with me and started breathing in my face and licking my neck LOL