Message from @nnqlnc
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@202512518 just ignore steave. It's okay to feel this way. Especially if you just got out of school. A lot of us have been there. Best thing i can say is try and not let these feelings keep you down as they'll prevent you from getting anywhere, finding a distraction can help you out. Whether that be a video game, watching a movie, or exercising. You must stay strong, and push through it
Even if it's hard you must push on
And also what steave said is bs, because this server honestly helped me stay motivated when it came to loosing weight
Yeah, shit can be tough some times but you gotta power through my guy.
And i don't regret being open here
Don't let anything get in your way.
Nor do I.
thanks
And good luck on your album
^^
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Thanks again, and I’m sorry in advance for any of my strange behavior on the server. Some shit clicks mentally sometimes and it usually happens when I talk to people so
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No worries fam
Remember to work the feelings away. The moment you finish school, start working. Dont take summer breaks now, you wouldn't want to get behind in the rat race. You'll be dead of heart disease after wasting your life away paying for a shitty house that'll fall apart before you're done paying it off! **Enough sarcasm though**, im fucking sick of the fact i've had no free time to do something i enjoy or have time to have a hobby for years. Cant wait until i get shit on for posting something slightly vulnerable in an enviroment where there's a group of people that are chomping at the bit for that kind of shit. Im worrying to much, though
My outlet to relive stress only stresses me out. No wonder im getting fucking heartbeat abnormalities.
Man I’m sorry you haven’t had any free time,
It's fine fam, and I'm sorry to hear that you rarely have time for doing something you enjoy. Hope you can get checked for the heart issues
And stress is a fucking huge ass monster with gaping wide mouths
Sadly im not into vore
Hope it gets better soon
Haha, its only going to get worse. I've got no choice.
Well just try to take it easy when you can.
Maybe sometime next year i'll have the pleasure of a few days of just vidya or some shit where i dont have to worry about every little thing i have to do.
I’m sorry about that it sounds so fucked
My worst experience is having pneumonia and being in a hospital bed for a month
I took summer classes in high school and i started college 1 week after i graduated. Not even. It just feels like forever and you're constantly running away from the boogeyman.
Then they scanned me and realized their heart monitors were wrong and nothing was wrong with me, and they still charged me so
I’m sorry man
That feels like a shitty time all around
I cant fuckin afford to be sick for a week, i'd be totally fucked bigtime
Why's that?
No need to go into detail if you're not comfortable
Yeah like, that’s why I like in a sketch apartment lmao
Remember no ones forcing you to be open in this channel
Yeah
My girlfriend would starve. My grades would be unrecoverable. I'd have to miss payments on shit that i owe. It would set any hopes of free time or relaxing off by at least 4 months.
I've got a monster breathing down my neck called "My girlfriend's parent (other died a year ago, accually..) and brother smoke shit thats illegal (do the math) and risk the fact that she could go into a foster home or worse within 48 hours" and there's nothing i can fucking do about it except work and toil and do cardio + melatonin before i sleep otherwise the shit will keep me up at night and i wont fucking sleep
And I cant do any other job and the current job i have barely keeps up with the shit that i owe and need to spend money on