I’m feeling strange. I feel a lot of places are so monstrous and large

And I feel like waves are towering over me so much, all the time. I feel so small, well I always feel small, which aparently isn’t normal? I have been feeling this way since basically the day I learned people could feel anger toward me. Getting yelled at constantly in my childhood I guess got to me. It’s kinda strange I’ve been feeling like this my whole life and people are out there, feeling whole inside. I don’t really know where to go with my life either. I’m writing an album which most people aren’t going to buy, it’s not even finished yet, and it’s not like anyone would care about my silly little empty world anyways. I don’t know, I’m just sorta spouting out words.

Sorry about my stupid ramblings, they don’t mean much anyway

Nothing matters :^) posting about it on the internet does nothing but makes you feel slightly better for a moment then somewhat worse. it always helps to get fresh air

@nnqlnc not really that good of a response ngl cheif

Sad but honestly there's never been a time ive thought "Boy, am i glad i posted that on the internet"

Him back @Coal

Jesus man

You're a nigger @nnqlnc

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/599463837393092638/611782980658266112/steve.png

Steve doesn't like niggers.

This is feels lmfao

Oof.

@202512518 just ignore steave. It's okay to feel this way. Especially if you just got out of school. A lot of us have been there. Best thing i can say is try and not let these feelings keep you down as they'll prevent you from getting anywhere, finding a distraction can help you out. Whether that be a video game, watching a movie, or exercising. You must stay strong, and push through it

Even if it's hard you must push on

And also what steave said is bs, because this server honestly helped me stay motivated when it came to loosing weight

Yeah, shit can be tough some times but you gotta power through my guy.

And i don't regret being open here

Don't let anything get in your way.

Nor do I.

thanks

And good luck on your album

^^

(:

Thanks again, and I’m sorry in advance for any of my strange behavior on the server. Some shit clicks mentally sometimes and it usually happens when I talk to people so

Yeah

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No worries fam

Remember to work the feelings away. The moment you finish school, start working. Dont take summer breaks now, you wouldn't want to get behind in the rat race. You'll be dead of heart disease after wasting your life away paying for a shitty house that'll fall apart before you're done paying it off! **Enough sarcasm though**, im fucking sick of the fact i've had no free time to do something i enjoy or have time to have a hobby for years. Cant wait until i get shit on for posting something slightly vulnerable in an enviroment where there's a group of people that are chomping at the bit for that kind of shit. Im worrying to much, though

My outlet to relive stress only stresses me out. No wonder im getting fucking heartbeat abnormalities.

Man I’m sorry you haven’t had any free time,

It's fine fam, and I'm sorry to hear that you rarely have time for doing something you enjoy. Hope you can get checked for the heart issues

And stress is a fucking huge ass monster with gaping wide mouths

I got checked a few days ago when i posted my vitals

Sadly im not into vore

Hope it gets better soon

Haha, its only going to get worse. I've got no choice.

Well just try to take it easy when you can.

Maybe sometime next year i'll have the pleasure of a few days of just vidya or some shit where i dont have to worry about every little thing i have to do.

I’m sorry about that it sounds so fucked

My worst experience is having pneumonia and being in a hospital bed for a month