/x/ browzer/poster, mentally horror keeps me sane, and /k/ and /mu/ browser

Sorry man

You ever just hate yourself

sorry that sucks

I just feel a load of self hatred and it’s slowly getting worse and worse until one day something bad happens, something terrible is going to happen and I won’t be able to stop it because I’m too busy fight off my own sorry ass from being happy

I feel you

I’m alone as fuck right now and I can’t talk to anyone I want to

Yo guess who just lost a long time pal again

Sorry

I’m less than better but it’s okay

I deal with way worse

Yeah,

My suffering doesn’t matter to yours but

Thanks for caring

My little world is getting emptier by the minute

It’s okay, I hope so too

where ever he is

Thanks for the support

imagine playing wonder wall and then getting told your friend is dead

I’m trying to fucking stop a friend from killing themselves now, Jesus Christ when will this endddd

I hate all of this

I now a lot of this is really sounding fake with how much bad is happening to me today

I can send proof

Damn

Shit yeah that’s

Not good

When you fuck a girl and when your in class you can feel the dad jokes coursing in your veins

Thanks

Okay so like, I really, really have been hating myself a lot recently, and I’ve been feeling like utter garbage for as long as I remember. And like

With all the shit that’s been going on with myself and questioning who I am while also questioning if I’m meant to be alone. Alone with the death of my friend and the feeling of existential dread always creeping on me anywhere anytime just fucking makes me hurt like hell inside

I just needed this off my chest,

Sorry for the inconvenience

it’s okay, im just down is all

Just, you know that feeling when everything seems wrong? Like nothing exists properly In your tiny little world, and then at the worst time it begins to shrink, and the population just depletes like hell, and it’s fucking just so strange and alone, and you just don’t know what to do so you’re just sitting and waiting for it to end

Oooo

Yes

I’m feeling strange. I feel a lot of places are so monstrous and large

And I feel like waves are towering over me so much, all the time. I feel so small, well I always feel small, which aparently isn’t normal? I have been feeling this way since basically the day I learned people could feel anger toward me. Getting yelled at constantly in my childhood I guess got to me. It’s kinda strange I’ve been feeling like this my whole life and people are out there, feeling whole inside. I don’t really know where to go with my life either. I’m writing an album which most people aren’t going to buy, it’s not even finished yet, and it’s not like anyone would care about my silly little empty world anyways. I don’t know, I’m just sorta spouting out words.

Sorry about my stupid ramblings, they don’t mean much anyway

thanks

(:

Thanks again, and I’m sorry in advance for any of my strange behavior on the server. Some shit clicks mentally sometimes and it usually happens when I talk to people so

Yeah

< 3

Man I’m sorry you haven’t had any free time,

And stress is a fucking huge ass monster with gaping wide mouths

Hope it gets better soon

I’m sorry about that it sounds so fucked

My worst experience is having pneumonia and being in a hospital bed for a month

Then they scanned me and realized their heart monitors were wrong and nothing was wrong with me, and they still charged me so

I’m sorry man

That feels like a shitty time all around

Yeah like, that’s why I like in a sketch apartment lmao

Yeah

Eat da pizzer

the loneliness has doubled in size since yesterday. nobody has been talking to me at all and I feel trapped again. im not searching for any of that sympathy, i just had to get this off my chest

Ima make some spaghetti

Y’all want some

Kk

So we have garlic salt

And we have tomato sauce

We also have loads of spices and shit

What do you want on it

@Bashar Al-Assad

Oh

Well

We only allow 4 seasonings per dish

Kk

Brb

Gonna make it

K the pasta is being sizzle

But no sound

Sorry

We have thyme leaves we have parsley and we have garlic salt and tomato

K hold on

You can’t hear it ;-;

I’ll add the basil

I tried

Oop shit

That was big spook

You got your sizzle tho

Hope enjoy

(:

The noodles are getting wet

And boiled

The pasta is ready

You shall hear it pour

Did you hear any of that?

Fuck

;-;

It has been done

@Bashar Al-Assad

Enjoy

Nice

Big chef moment rn

Oh boi

Now it’s time

To taste

What?