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@Deleted User Getting fresh air and physical activity helps allot with that down feeling. Sunlight, too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_7SnknvQxA Pretty relevent

Is that the tunnel to a second world where everything is dead or am I thinking of the wrong one

Yeah

And if you come back through the tunnel you bring the death back to your world

>call up walm about application
>tell me to call back on monday when the person in charge of aplicants is in
>call up cvs
>same shit

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How old are you btw? @noobypropmaker

20

Not so much oof

You got a future ahead of you

I was working at chikfila at 19 so not bad, I guess you gotta settle for the bullshit jobs at first

Pretty much

Start small then work your way up

If you don't plan on going to college, go technical, get certifications, get into manufacturing get up the chain of command, survive the operator level bs for a few years, volunteer for shit, work extra hard, show interest in maintenance, engeneering, machining, calibration etc...

You'll get up there

Or do trucking in you got no home life, no wife and kids etc...

Work hard and build a future

Working with fast food seems to much to me

I can see a restaurant but fast food is a fuck

I'd be spooked I'd fuck up

But enjoy being young and partying and seeing friends

I hate fast food and retail

I refuse to deal with that shit

And overbearing management

Trucking can fuck you up

I like trucking because I have a shit load of freedom, work as hard or little as I want, choose when to be home, make a shit load of money and you can quite literally tell you FM to fuck off

But also danger, poor health and liability

Trucking seems fun if you have sound mental health

I mean...

I sometimes lose it, I drink alot, have long sad night drives etc...

But I get over it

Honestly my bf is my motivation

Cuz I'm a fag like that

Knowing I'm gonna see him again keeps me going, especially through the long dark drives in the middle of nowhere

I watched a video recently and one thing stuck out to me "teeth are the first reminder of mortality" I spent a whole shift thinking about that and I always worry about what kind of horrors await me in the future, what could go wrong, what if I crash, what if I die or get horribly disfigured, what if my mom dies and I'm not there for her. What if I die alone out here in the cold dark sleeper bunk at some truckstop in wyoming not to be found for days. I'm afraid of dying alone honestly.

Also going to jail or getting diabetes are my two other main fears.

Why would you go to jail

Trucking is full of liability