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Fork lift at shipper broke, been sitting for a day and a half, on otherside of country, I wanna go home

I'm sorry country

I'll live

Tell them to ship the trailer back and leave

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Gonna try not drinking this week at home

Eyy

I really need to cut back on that

Had withdrawals getting back on the truck

Pick a good distraction that sucks while drunk

Like KSP

Yee

Or working out

^

Get mooscles

Ksp sucks while drunk

I need mooscles

Driving a semi sucks while drunk

Jesus

Jk

But i bet eurotruck simulator is awesome

Yeet

So I went to see my therapist

I ended up breaking down when I was telling them everything

I'm sorry polish

I’m also gonna see a psychologist at some point, but I’m not the very first Military personnel she talked to

Now she’s no professional, but she thinks that I have CSR

Combat Stress Reaction

Fuck

Had to look that up

Seems they have a new label for shell shock every other yeat

CSR and PTSD is similar, but different

If that makes sense

Hope you can get help if you are diagnosed with CSR

Ptsd is more of the flashback and night terror shit

Always on

Cousin has it

Brain gets stuck in threat mode

Yeah