Maine, I'll be honest with you. At times like this, you need to be confident, if you know what you're doing or saying is right, then there's no reason to back down. I myself have never fit in any groups at all. I'm insulted, hated on, and generally disliked because I'm "toxic". I've backed down many times, and still to this day I can't argue properly, I've been in the same predicament as you, and it's just shit. If I had one piece of advice to you, it'd be to fight for what's right and to focus rather on the good aspects rather than spin your heads over the bad.

Shit isn't always easy in life, there's downs and ups constantly happening in today's world. But so long as you keep trying, you'll eventually get to the good parts.

I would definitely say you fit in here, that's for sure.

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I don't think being fiercely unapologetic about things will be the right tool for this, however a balance must be met. Kindness has a place likewise does Cruelness. I've tried to apply both aspects but i'm either seen too soft, or too harsh on people. Hopefully by the time i'm older, I'll finally be able to figure out what makes myself tick, because i've only figured out a small bit of myself.

Anyways, I love the community here. I'm glad i'm moderating and giving advice. We shitpost hard but we're willing to open our arms if that's what is necessary.

Thanks boys. This'll probably be just another road-bump in my life but it'll be with me for a while until I learn to get over being scorned.

what helps is worrying less about the other people. Instead ask yourself about the way you'd want to be treated, and go ahead with that in mind.

^^^

Good luck man, I hope you get better soon.

Wilco control. Maine out. 👍

Alright a bit of good news, my parents finally decided that this weekend they'll use the money they have left from the selling of my sisters car to help buy me a new one. Hate the fact that i won't be able to help pay but at least it's a start. Once i get this car I'm applying to a pizza place that needs a delivery driver. Hopefully they actually hire me. Also i almost forgot to mention yesterday it's mainly my dad that i have an issue with and not my mother, my moms actually trying to somewhat help me get off my feet `i mean it's being done poorly but she's still trying to help` while my dad well, some of you already know

Don’t seem to focus. Too afraid of finding out what I have from the doctors this weekend. Guys.

Just been re-listening to 4chan stories from Keque and trying not to think about the sore pain in my back and leg. Also I might be diagnosed with cancer.

It’s why I never online discord and don’t really talk as much

You better not have cancer.

My dudes the pain is beginning to worsen

I’m laying down right now holding my shit on my side

I hope you get better. I'm sure it's not cancer. I'll be hoping for you.

How old you be man?

Like 20s? Possibly 30s?

22

I’m sure it’s not cancer, while it’s not unheard of you’re a bit young

Any hereditary stuff it could be?

The doctor said it might be testicular cancer but I’m hoping it’s not

Gonna find out this weekend

Prayers go out to you man, hopefully something easily solvable and nothing bad

Hope the results come back clean, try to stay strong in the mean time.

Ain’t gonna lie but I have been having these pains since 18 and now it’s coming back worse like at first it was turn off and on pains and they were soft pains

Could be a kidney stone or something of the sort, have a friend who had the same signs

You said you’re holding your side?

@noobypropmaker Is there any possible jobs in walking distance? Fast Food, Walgreens, Grocer? stuff where you can work a counter

Pizza places will basically destroy your car

@Foogals not really, live on the edge of town

ahh that's fair, just a thought

I applied to a walm and cvs nearby but no calls

Of any kind

Yeah I have pains from below side on my stomach like near the kidney and I have been waking up with my left foot being so sore. That I started to limp walk like a tard

My GF forced me to sing a song that I wrote when I was in my high school. God I Miss high school

Wholesome possibly?

I don’t know, my band was kinda like the band ‘sorority noise’. It was like sad boi hours but alternative rock

So emo